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Monday, February 22, 2021

our universe as seen without space

Yesterday I managed to swim a full 2000 yards despite having almost no sleep the night before. 

175.2 this morning with no particular dieting, only that things were not as bad as they could have been.  I am no closer to the second weight, but I have the approached the first again.

What happens next.

I have been enjoying the series "Rome," it is irritating that it only ran two seasons.

I am also playing hooky from work which I have not earned, but it is the first real day of spring, perhaps a little early in some parts of the world, but not here.  Winter will surely come back again to visit; but the doors are flung wide open, the pool was dosed with some extra chlorine, the sun is shining and things are only marred by the sounds of nearby construction which indicates a healthy economy I suppose; in a world of unhealthy economies.

I am doing some work, so I should not feel too guilty, but there is yet much to do and the initial work I started on this morning, was hardly worthwhile although it did generate one very beautiful picture which I will not include here yet, but one day perhaps it will be here too.

6/26/13 a post without content

All there was was the title.  How very odd and what did it mean.  Today, I would say that a universe without space certainly existed and had a form after a fashion, but it was not so much our universe as the father of our universe and he lives yet today.

Sunday, February 21, 2021

last sentence Deadlines met and deadlines ignored

Two days ago I swam 2000 yards, much more than I intended; but not a very impressive workout.  It was cold and for the first 1000 yards I was alone before the pool filled up at the end.
I am targeting things that need to be done, there is a great deal of this.
I am also thinking things that are irrelevant.  Here's an example:  "In 10,000 years if anyone is around, they will mine our garbage dumps for precious metals."
Yesterday I went for a medium length bike ride, not down to the river, perhaps half that distance and I did not let the traffic bother with my directions on the way back which would have lengthened the ride too much.  And then I went on a long walk with you which was not as satisfying as I wanted it to be.

I am obsessed with the decisions I have made, the time I have to do things that need to be done and the fears that things will not turn out the way that I expect and that things I believe are real are somehow illusions.  I have an inner ear problem that makes me hallucinate, how can I be sure it isn't a worse problem than I could possibly imagine, or perhaps that it is the very problem I do imagine.

And even if I am not crazy, time is running out and I don't know how to address it.
I woke up at 300 and at 330 had had no success in going back to sleep so I got up at 4 and built a fire and took turns doing some little bits of work and finishing the book which with younger, better eyes I would have finished in a few days, a little over a month, perhaps, after I started it.

I saw a news story on children losing sleep over stress in this time of plague and I think to myself how hard it must be to watch this happen; but it is certainly happening all around us and will for some time to come.  I heard over 500,000 people had died in the USA, certainly the vast majority due to the incompetence of the initial management which should not rest on any one person's shoulders but probably does more so of some than others and certainly reflects a case of moral leadership failure which is right up there with anyone else who was incompetent in the face of a looming disaster.  

It is much later now, but still early in the morning and I am not sure what to do next.

8 years ago here is what I was thinking.  I try to make sense of this, but even my references to age don't make sense to me nor are they accurate except is some poetic sense.

6/22/13
One of the critical elements of the e-hologram universe may turn on the issue of infinite series (as opposed to finite series).http://www.cnn.com/2013/06/21/opinion/obeidallah-death-regret/index.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+rss%2Fcnn_topstories+%28RSS%3A+Top+Stories%29
Recently, I was given two opportunities which show this in real life and those will be discussed shortly.  First a review of the importance of infinite series in e-hologram theory.
Infinite series are taken for granted, but they provide conundrums about our world and our universe that give credence to traditional hologram or e-hologram as more than a fun concept.  In particular, they support circular arguments that give rise to intelligence spawning time and defining light speed even though conceptually intelligence cannot exist without time, but more on that later.
Let me mention for the record, that I have been gone for many, many reasons, but one which may be of interest, is that I am working on the draft book on e-hologram theory.  Don't worry, I will not give away faster than light travel, much as I would like to, unless the contest rules are satisfied or I change my mind noting that all of the conceptual frameworks are set out in prior blog entries and will be developed in more detail in the book.  and yes you are also the reason the infinite series of my personal life and the universe dropping a truck on me so i look even more like a turtle than i did before or perhaps turtles look like me.
Infinite series are things which show the  size of the universe as a fiction.  examples are trying to cross a road to the far curb by going half the distance each step or the inverse of doubling the distance you travel going back and forth on the street starting 3/4(s) of the way across (you end up crossing, but never stopping at far side).  The latter of the parenthetical is exponential growth if you move constantly doubling your initial step.
22/7 is another infinite series (Pi) which defines the circle and gives rise to a strong conceptual argument that circular arguments for the origin of the universe make sense.  the three dimensional equivalent, pi integrated for an infinite set of loops defining a sphere (interestingly there are two equivalent alternatives (stacking spheres of infinitely small to desired radius circles and then going down in size again and defining an infinite number af circles around the compass offset and adjacent to each other giving rise to an important relationship that has to wait for discussion...think about it).
In fact, as we go further and further back into creation, we also end up at an infinite series, for example: we are the spawn of god's universe, but where did god come from.  Another example would be we come from a hologram projection from a singularity using time to create dimensions but where did time and the singularity come from, and answering that, where does the rest of that come from?  This allows for the ultimate circular argument possible in ehologram theory (a "we are because we think" argument which is not satisfying but is helpful defining time and lightspeed.
Having covered this issue in review, let's move on.
I was lucky enough to be able to listen to a commencement address by Mickail Barishnakov.  In a very well conceived address (very modestly presented while still being impressive) he mentioned the importance of being better than you were the day before and not worrying about being the best.  The best, he pointed out, was just a label.  Being the best is terminal. Being better is an infinite series.  It is intriguing and helpful.
There was more which I will cover if my fading intelligence allows.
he also spent a time discussing how important art in many forms was in defining his ongoin relationship with the world quoting someone else in stating the importance of not being finished and it made me think of my and our shared art project which will continue but never be finished which is another story.
The other item was a quote How old would you be if you did not know hold old you are?  Perhaps this is an important question since it defines us by what we should be and not what we are and with my you, i am in my 20's and without you i am a withered corpse, 1000 years desicated as if you embodied youth and life.

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

rap as haiko without limits

https://phys.org/news/2021-02-greek-chaos-heavy-snowfall.html
Oh how I miss you.
I swam 2000 yards, nothing special; but I did not even feel the second im; very weird.
It was cold and for the warmup I had the pool to myself, then it changed.

I have one more grant to file tomorrow if all goes well.  Nothing to do but clean up some numbers, but couldn't get into the system tonight and perhaps things will go poorly tomorrow as well.  It is extra and it serves a purpose as a draft; we'll see how that goes.  The alternative is better, so we'll see.

There is much to do and much going on; but I've met all the required deadlines except the one tomorrow which takes me through this week which is a relief.

I still have over 300 posts to get through.
Apparently I tried Haiko on June 22, 2013.
What do you think?

6/22/13
i do you
you do you
live with
out live
sex you
sex me
love you
long ago

Monday, February 15, 2021

Dispair and deadlines

I met the necessary deadlines today except for one which is 6 days hence where I am bound till Wednesday.  Today I worked like a dog on getting everything ready in advance of that date, but there is much left to do; hopefully it can be handled tomorrow.

I did find so many mistakes and complex writing in what I had hoped was finished today that I had a full day's work.  There is certainly plenty to do yet. 

AL.com: ‘It’s a sad, sad day’: Joe Cain Day traditions continue in Mobile during pandemic.

https://www.al.com/news/mobile/2021/02/its-a-sad-sad-day-joe-cain-day-traditions-continue-in-mobile-during-coronavirus-pandemic.html

June 19, 2013 was a weird post day.  All that appeared was the title (I left the misspelling in there, maybe I meant something else; but its unlikely).

 6.19.13

i hope you, i dispair  you

Sunday, February 14, 2021

A post for my valentine

I swam 2400 yards yesterday, so today was just a long walk and  light weights..

Here are some links on Cancel culture

Would this be impossible outside of theater? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXnM1uHhsOI 

When is it taken too far? https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/gina-carano-slams-mandalorian-firing-23496518

I also have a couple of quotes, one which is on love: love and hate are horns on the same goat.  That's from an old movie and I don't necessarily agree with it.

This one is only an approximate quote which I plan to clean up later: "LSD the drug which induces paranoia and unpredictability and makes people see things which aren't really there would form a strange allegory for the cold war," from Operation Paperclip by Jacobson.

I have no idea why this post mattered in 2013 or now, but here it is.

6/12/2013

Funding Daily: Editors gone wild http://venturebeat.com/2013/06/11/funding-daily-editors/

Monday, February 8, 2021

Faster than light travel

177.4.  That's quite a bit over my target weight, but not as terrible as it could be. It is worse than it sounds, it was after swimming 2200 yards, yes that is right, i shorted myself 100 yards in the last post; figured it out while trying to get to sleep.

Things sort of fell apart tonight, I was sidelined by one of the Labs that I know would have done something if I could have made a presentation; I found a fatal flaw in the presentation I spent most of today working on.  It is all depressing.
That being said, on the bright side if the presentations work then I can go back with something more specific for the lab and the fatal flaw as found in time which just means cleaning everything up tomorrow and trying again.

It is all very disheartening in a time when I need something to go right and sooner rather than later.  I should not complain, things could be a lot worse and I'm making progress scientifically if not in terms of recognition.  In truth I have some support and there was much positive back and forth on Sunday and the resulting progress will figure strongly into the final project that is fatally flawed.  Better still, the second target will benefit from knowing the flaw in advance.

You can see why it is hard to talk.
I feel like I am constantly being knocked down
But I get knocked down and I get up again
For now that is working
And while the worst of it was the news from the lab, I know they did not take the time to understand what they were looking for and the fact that it made the rounds is promising, if inadequate.  I will get my revenge I suppose, in its due time.

Walking helped, i thought about calling, but it would have been selfish since i just wanted a shoulder to cry on.  Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day.


Another wrong term

6/11/13
Temporary black holes r dimensionless matter stripped of time. Change time to move around universe

Sunday, February 7, 2021

are circular events stronger or more realistic than linear events

I'm reading the dutch house.
You should read it.
Its a book about me if my family had been rich, at least the first few pages seem that way.
And different, if my family had  been different.
And different if the things that happened were a little different.
We should read the same books.
We should have been friends.  We could have been best friends.
Or you should have married me the first time I asked you, even though I didn't use those words and even though you were too smart back then.
They could have made a Hallmark movie about us.
Instead we just mucked things up, you in your way, me in mine.
Its still a book worth reading.  The dutch house.  At least the first few pages.

I was in the sun for a little while, then the sun dropped just a little bit and it was too cold.
I am easily cold right now.  
I did not want to exercise, I was tired today, but if I was going to exercise I had to do it early, so I made an appointment at the gym for 1 and then I had to go.
I didn't want to swim too much, but I did my whole warm up and then I ended up doing 2100 yards, 1100 IM and while there was nothing impressive about them, it was one of those rare days where I was not alone, but I was also faster than everyone else (they were all slow) and I did more than I planned to do which has been a theme.  Every time someone tried to swim faster than me, i would show them that I was faster.  Lots of time I swim with people who don't try to swim faster than me, they just do.
But almost none of them do 1000 or 1100 or 1200 IM so I always do that.  See, you may be faster than me, but I can balance a ball on my nose.

I did not have the insight to realize how much damage I was doing.  That doesn't excuse me, anymore than my good intentions excuse me.  

CNN: Mardi Gras parades got canceled by Covid-19. So people in New Orleans turned their houses into floats.
https://www.cnn.com/2021/02/06/us/mardi-gras-house-floats-new-orleans-trnd/index.html

On June 11 of 2013 I wasn't up to much.  All I did was ask a question.  The answer is no, by the way.  I know the answer now.  Circles are approximations resulting from linear solution that move back and forth like a circle travels around.  That relationship is not a coincidence.

One day things will come around again, I tell myself; but I know that I have to make things happen.
I know that I ran out of time a long time ago.
I am getting counseling to figure out why I did not fix things when I had the chance and why I don't fix them now.  It will be interesting to see what I find out.

I also made the first draft of the Neutron PTE which will be in every chemistry classroom in the world one day.
It looks like this:

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Then it sort of falls apart a little, but it looks pretty good up till here and if you knew what all the colors meant, you might said that it has interesting colors, but I'd say it asks a lot of questions that I haven't answered yet.
(c) Me, all rights reserved.

Anyway, we were in the middle of the summer, it was probably really hot and maybe there were thunderstorms and I asked a question which I can answer today.

june 11, 2013
are circular events stronger or more realistic than linear events

Saturday, February 6, 2021

quantum tunneling 3

Saturday dawns cold and rainy.
I had a hard time finding the work I needed but fortunately it was mostly a part of the recent filing and what is not there can be easily replicated, for better or worse.
When the rain stopped, or mostly stopped in my impatience, 
I rode to the office to start on this next stage of work.
It was a rough and uncertain start, but it was a start and i found problems the needed new solutions.
After the difficult swim of yesterday and the bitter sweet walk, today I could do anything or nothing; although nothing leads to a series of nothing.  Nothing does and doesn't exist.
So I rode my bike then I walked and maybe I will do something else tomorrow and maybe I won't.

I am on the home stretch and I have a lot to do; much of it this weekend, some of it next week.
And this started a long time ago
First the universe stripped me of everything.
Then when there was nothing left, it demanded a pound of flesh.
I had no flesh 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cvm2OYF2p7E

It remains fascinating to see where I was in the middle of 2013.
It is obvious that you were not there for me, at least for part of it.
What else was missing?
This was a time of great anguish for me, aside from your loss as things continued to fall apart.  And yet I was working on this, my writing and extricating myself from the tar baby that would be so much a part of my life for so long.
Despite being covered in the tar of my failures; 
I was looking at a big picture.

Did I miss the bigger picture?
so it gave me you and took you away.
And I want to know the minutia
the big things, bad and good
But it is hard to look past the need 
to share those things fully
A need we do not have to have
but one I have not been able to ignore
If that makes me less pleasant
I have long been the source of pain
and I couldn't see how much it hurt
It is a fault I've carried for a long time

One would think the last question below is tougher to answer, and yet I answered that one.

6/11/13
Quantum Tunneling 3
why does a larger number of particles have a difficult time since no matter how many particles are in the same place
many worlds hypothesis. parallel universe.
Dark matter-gravitational influence we don't see. 85% of gravitational attraction.
Six times more than electrons, neutrons, protons. Universe made of stuff other than those. It is time?
hot and dense are dark matter or just time. wimp (weakly interacting magnetic particle). not neutrinos. Somewhere else=other dimensions.
smallest stuff we see quarks plus electrons.
vibrational modes of string (package of energy)

When you look smaller are you leaving time and going back to the singularity. Since you use more energy to see smaller items (colliders) maybe what you are doing is pushing back into the singularity.

10^33 centimeters (plank length). space and time cease to exist but what replaces it?

Friday, February 5, 2021

community service and herd mentality-embracing the horror-short term intelligence in groups

Well, managed, despite no energy at all, to swim 2150, 1400 of it IM which was done is a so-so manner, some lengths better than others.  Was surprised, but the pain helps kill the other pain.
And it was cold and wet so I had the pool to myself.
I went from one lane to the other on the last IM, it was nice.

Why can't I just love the way that I want to?

I made minor strides with the work set out for this weekend.
There is this beautiful certainty, even though the lines never truly intersect the circle, the proximity increasing with the increasing solution compression is a more beautiful result in its certainty than the impossible suggestion which is replaced.

And after the swim I walked the dog in the rain.
A sort of funny song about dying in a nuclear war came on which helped distract from how tired I was, then this song came on: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMihKmoYfe8
I was walking in a large field behind a neighborhood.
I screamed you name over and over and then I said I loved you.
And it made me feel better. 
Maybe it was the only time I had been honest in a while.

 If anyone was nearby, outside in the neighborhood, they probably wondered who the crazy person was.
It was cold and rainy and suited the mood of a mad man.
Then there was another bit about Neanderthals sort of sad funny, 200,000 years then they died out.
And then it was up the hill
and a song came up that didn't fit my mood, so I skipped it and then another one.
And then this one came up, one of my favorite songs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cb1W8oXMeEk
And I sang it out loud even though I wasn't in a field and I felt a little better and a little worse. 

yet another june 10, 2013 post:
I only had a moment to do a blog entry this morning before I was off to do community service.  It was already a very busy morning.

The two topics which were on my mind to finish were the two related to proof of time creating dimensions which will complete the triad and the one remaining on quantum tunneling equivalents in a e-hologram universe which languishes for whatever reason.

There is a novel in the works for long term intelligence, fiction.  You'll have to wait for it even though it is largely written, maybe by the end of summer there will be something more on that.

Now the proofs of time and dimension are finished.  Well, there are some posts anyway.

Let's talk about intelligence for a moment.

As our world races toward a 9-15 billion human population growth and the disaster that is associated with such mindless activity, it is worthwhile to reflect on the mental problems that prevent our acting to reduce the population to an acceptable level while on an individual level we know what needs to be done.

I am going to assume this has something to do with herd mentality.
This is the reason why one man or one woman can make such a big difference.
Even in unenlightened times joan of arc rose to a position of power as a zealot, warrior or madman depending on your historical point of reference.  I will not venture my opinion for fear I would offend one of those groups.

One concept embodied in the herd mentality theory is that those who can act must act where conditions make action a moral imperative.

In this regard I see leadership necessary to both bring intelligence to the conduct of world affairs both immediate, short term and long term.  It is also the reason i have taken up banners which like minds should adopt.   while intelligence in world population and resources is one area, it applies to the attention to the ongoing war with china that only china is aware of and government reforms designed to prevent a government like our current one from staying in power which led to our defeat in what I call the china usa war or World War C.

wallpaper designs


I had a good swim two days ago, but a terrible coughing fit that night which would not stop and even left some residual effects today, although I am not coughing and only feel the effects when I think about them.  Some weirdly terrifying minor things,  but hard to worry since potential causes are numerous.   I hope to swim again today.

Yesterday dawned cold and I have been working hard getting paperwork done during the morning, interrupted only by a seminar which was not as helpful as it could have been.

My back isn't bothering me anymore; amazing the amount of punishment it can take.
My heart feels deathly ill, on the other hand.
I did a 40 min intermediate yoga workout yesterday, the first in some time.
It was hard and I did not impress myself with its quality, quite the opposite.
But it was exercise and I thought about what I promised we would do together 
and my heart died a little more.

I took one thing off my to do list, filing the next provisional, for better or worse, as complete or not as it is because I have to turn my focus to getting documents filed next week.
Today is a pretty full day and I have a goal to swim.
A work goal is to take the 7 prepared cases and polish them over the weekend and perhaps on Monday begin to file them.

It would make as much sense to finish just one today and file it; but I have a lot of information to go over and if I can get them all filed next week it will give me time to concentrate on potential alternative projects with enough time to pick up something else if need be.  I am also waiting for reviews which might give me some insight.

I know there are things that I will need but not have also so my goals for next week may fall apart.  It is cold and wet this morning and every day we are further apart. 

"You have to acknowledge the regret and integrate the fact that the choice isn’t what you made. You have to find the good parts. Face the bad parts, but say “but if I hadn’t done that I wouldn’t have done all of this, met all of these people… etc.” – Ben Friedlander

Another 6/10/13 post which means nothing to me and doesn't seem worth posting, but in 2013 I saw this and I saved it for today.

Wednesday, February 3, 2021

A look way back 15/397 deadline/apocalypto

Yuk!  I have a swim scheduled for 4:30 this afternoon.
It's 3 days since I looked at these deadlines here.  It's essentially down to two weeks although I have made a lot of progress in terms of understanding and documentation preparation.

https://www.kreweofhousefloats.org/map

Its later, I changed at least some of the drawings which needed to be changed, some of the wording that needed to be changed.
And I swam, 2200 yards.  I did skip a few of the breast strokes; but otherwise it was complete and while there were twinges it was better for my back I think then not. And it is was a decent workout after several days of moderate exercise at best.

The music was the sad sweet music that makes me think of all that I have lost and all that I will never find again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2KRpRMSu4g

I am not innovation, what I am doing requires so much from me and I am not up to it.  The US is 11th in innovation according to the news and I am holding something so important, perhaps my sanity; but if not that then something that is too important for me to give up and everything is now coming together, now that it is almost too late, perhaps it may be too late.

Every part of me reaches out to you.

And I wonder about my choices.
I wondered too in 2013, and June 10, 2013 this is what I was thinking.

6/10/2013 Choice and Credit in e-hologram theory
Do you deserve any credit for your actions
do you escape obligations for your failures
does the e-hologram universe predetermine your actions
if everything happens at once in the singularity
i have no more control over the disclosure
than you have as to whether you read it or not
the universe is clearly outside of your control
you don't control the movement of the planets
soon i will no longer be able to see things
whether it is days or years is of no consequence
because whatever i have to do
in such a universe as that
has already been decided
and so you wonder what this means to you
does it mean that you have no obligations
and the answer is just the opposite
it is yet another inconsistency
because it means just the opposite
You have the ability to make your singularity
whatever it is that you want it to be by acting
and knowing that whatever happens
has already happened
all of the pain, tortures, failure and success
means that you can act completely and without fear
because there is neither self determination nor a lack of it
it the circular arguments that support e-hologram theory
it is not an excuse to not act
it is only an excuse to act without fear

Tuesday, February 2, 2021

La voix humaine and graphomania

Graphomaniac.  Look it up, I am innocent.  Of course, I am not innocent, but perhaps I am a maniac which is better and worse.  I am lonely, and crazy and my science looks brilliant to me; so perhaps that is a crazy thing also.

This is the year of covid:
WDSU New Orleans: It's here! Check out the map for the Krewe of House Floats.
https://www.wdsu.com/article/its-here-check-out-the-map-for-the-krewe-of-house-floats/35381466
Yardi Gras.

There is always one of the back exercises that works, this time around it is the upward facing dog.
I never had a real problem; more discomfort; but after a long walk it is better even than that although there was a lot of stiffness and such; perhaps as much from the prior hard days of exercise and the vaccine as anything else.

I'd say other than residuals I cannot really feel now 4 days post vaccine there are no after effects.  I do have 3 and 1/2 weeks to wait for the second dose and two weeks after that before having the full benefit; whatever it happens to be.  Already, in theory, the chances of a serious case is greatly reduced.  I do not like vaccines.

I made a lot of progress, if things don't change I expect to stay on schedule with the projects I have.  There is still a ton of work to do the next few weeks and more happens every few days that requires I follow up.

At less than 345 posts left this one appears to be nothing more than a poem by someone else.  The human voice.  I love the French and I wonder if this is really someone else's poem.  It is not so great that it couldn't be mine, lol.  You can look it up and tell me.

Brilliant minds are often insane; my problems must be caused is something else.

6/10/2013
You can imagine the irony
which like change
is a measure of time
and is part of redundancy
and the circular nature of
well let us say its nature

Francis Poulenc's La voix humaine

Monday, February 1, 2021

Proof that time yields dimension-equations- 2.8125 of 3 (And no it doesn't)

After a bike ride in a mist, getting stuck at the office while the mist turned to rain, then getting back I was back in the feeling slightly ill phase during day 2 post vaccine dose 1.

I was feeling run down again so I strpped naked and sat in the sun to make  vitamin d.

All that exercise and I still look like this?  It is just too much to bear.
   I've got a great deck for this,  no one can see me but I'm totally in the sun this part of the afternoon.

It is Monday.  The weekend seems an eternity ago.  I sneezed wrong today and my back hurt all morning; but I've done my exercises.  I am exhausted; but I need to walk the dog soon.

All in all while there is a substantial amount of the workday ahead of me, I've gotten a fair amount done.  I did interviews which needed to be done; I corrected documents that need to be corrected which clears the way to file two documents subject to editing the already finished drafts.

I uploaded everything for the one I want to file Thursday or Friday except those two documents; so that is a lot.
I am not up for what lies ahead of me despite all that is being accomplished.  Today I hate what you represent because I cannot hope to accomplish what that requires.

Interestingly I had it backwards in june of 2013.  Time yielding dimension instead of the correct answer which is just the opposite.  I'm an idiot. 

June 10, 2013
Proof that time yields dimension-equations- 2.8125 of 3
We have now proved the following e-hologram concepts using mathematical concepts apparent in o-space.
1) dimension is a function of time.  That is time and space do not exist, time exists and gives rise to the appearance of dimension in a singularity defined as everything or a tendency for everything to happen, existing without time and dimension as we know.
2) There is no space in the universe and all black holes go back to the singularity.
3) Time slows as it is used to make dimension indicating that acceleration and dimension are interchangeable.
4) Matter converts to energy when all of the time applied to matter is used for acceleration and not the passage of time which shows that time is attached to matter/energy (referred to as tendency) to give it apparent place in o-space.
Let's look at some broad conceptual equations:
m=Sf(t1)dt+f(t2)dt+f(t3)dt
m=place & existence of what we perceive as matter and energy, change of time (dt) is the time which we are familiar with.
F(t1)+f(t2)+f(t3)+f(t4)=T(total)

inverse, negative, denominator time; differentiation, opposite of integration
Differentiation compared to integration
"In simple terms, differentiation is the act of finding the rate of change of the gradient/slope of any function while integration is the area under the curve of function with respect to the x axis.
Repeated differentiation can also determine if a point is a local maximum or minimum of a function and be used in equations to help explain the motion of objects. "Integration, or anti-differentiation, can also be utilised to find the length of a line on a graph, also referred to as a path of a function, the surface area of 3-dimensional graph functions and also volumes of 3-dimensional graph functions. Simply put, differentiation is used to find the rates of change of things, and integration is used to measure lengths, areas and volumes.
Differentiating is really just finding the slope of a curve at any given point. Since virtually anything that happens can be graphed as a curve, the slope gives you a rate or a rate of change depending on graph is defined.

For example if you graph your position vs time. The slope of the curve is the speed that you are going.

If you graph the speed vs time, then the slope is the acceleration.

One is a rate the other is a rate of change.

Integration is just finding the area under a curve. Again, virtually all activities ca be graphed. The areas under the curves help to solve a myriad of problems.

Look at the speed vs time graph from above. The area under the curve is the distance that you traveled. So that you can go from rates of change to rates and from rates to total quantities."
We discussed how integration leads to the differentiation of times due to relative acceleration using e-hologram theory in an intuitive and simple manner.
Now let's discuss how we get to the same place using gravity wells, of the application of gravity to matter's time.
We theorize that gravity has the tendency or represents the tendency of tendency to give up time.
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The difference between general and special relativity is that in the general theory all frames of reference including spinning and accelerating frames are treated on an equal footing.  In special relativity accelerating frames are different from inertial frames.  Velocities are relative but acceleration is treated as absolute.  In general relativity all motion is relative.  To accommodate this change general relativity has to use curved space-time.  In special relativity space-time is always flat.

The theory of relativity sets a severe limit to our ability to explore the galaxy in space ships.  As an object approaches the speed of light, more and more energy is needed to accelerate it further.  To reach the speed of light an infinite amount of energy would be required.  It seems that the speed of light is an absolute barrier which cannot be reached or surpassed by massive objects (see relativity

Below the rocket, something strange is happening...

In the rocket, you can make measurements of the world around you. One thing you might do is ask how the distance to an interesting star you are headed towards changes with T, the time on your clock.  At blast-off (t=T=0) the rocket is at rest, so this distance initially equals the distance D to the star in the non-accelerating frame.  But once you are moving, however you choose to measure this distance, it will be reduced by your current distance d travelled in the non-accelerating frame, as well as the whole lot contracted by a factor of γ, your Lorentz factor at time T.  Eventually you will pass the star and it will recede behind you.  The distance you measure to it at time T is
(D - d)/γ = (D + c2/a)/ch(aT/c) - c2/a
A plot of this distance as a function of T shows that, as expected, it starts at D, then reduces to zero as you pass the star.  Then it becomes negative as the star moves behind you.  As T goes to infinity, the distance asymptotes to a value of -c2/a.  That means that everything in the universe is falling "below" the rocket, but never receding any farther than a distance of -c2/a as measured by you.  It all piles up just short of this distance, asymptoting to a plane called a horizon.  You see this horizon actually form as the rocket accelerates, because there comes a time when no signal emitted from "below" the horizon can ever reach you.  Everything falls toward that plane, and as it does so it begins to redden, due to the increasing red shift of its light, because you are accelerating.  Finally it fades out of visibility.  In fact, as anything gets closer to the horizon, it ages more and more slowly; time comes to a complete halt there.  The horizon is a dark plane that appears to be swallowing everything in the universe!  But of course, nothing strange is noticed by the non-accelerating Earth observers. There is no horizon anywhere for them.


And inside the rocket, something strange is also happening...

Whereas time slows to a stop a certain distance below the rocket, it speeds up "above" the rocket (that is, in the direction in which it's travelling).  This effect could, in principle, be measured inside the rocket too: a clock attached to the rocket's ceiling (i.e. furthest from the motor) ages faster than a clock attached to its floor.
For a standard-sized rocket with a survivable acceleration, this difference in how fast things age within its cabin is very small.  Even so, it tells us something fundamental about gravity, via Einstein's Equivalence Principle.  Einstein postulated that any experiment done in a real gravitational field, provided that experiment has a fairly small spatial extent and doesn't take very long, will give a result indistinguishable from the same experiment done in an accelerating rocket.  So the idea that the rocket's ceiling ages faster than its floor (and that includes the ageing of any bugs sitting on these) transfers to gravity: the ceiling of the room in which you now sit is ageing faster than its floor; and your head is ageing faster than your feet.  Earth's rotation complicates this effect, but doesn't alter it completely.
This difference in ageings on Earth has been verified experimentally.  In fact, it was absolutely necessary to take into account when the GPS satellite system was assembled.

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Proof that time yields dimension-unified field theory- 2.25 of 3
The broad purpose of this blog entry will be to explain the paradox raised last time, to further show that time is the source of dimension (instead of both existing simultaneously) and having those points finished to provide a working model for a unified field theory.
Now I know many of you will be unhappy that I have a working hypothesis for a unified field theory, but just bear with me, you don't have to accept it but it will be there.
I suggest listening to "the marriage of Figaro" while you read the rest of this to give it the proper dramatic background music.

Now in order to see the effect seen on time by relative acceleration we are going to use a couple of math similes.  First simple differentiation.  X^10 . is the same as x•x^9.  This will be useful as we move forward, take my word for it.
 
Now you need to get your pencil and paper again.  I'll wait.  Got it?  Ok.

Draw a capital L. Imagine that this represents acceleration along the two legs of tendencies, from the point where the two legs of the L meet.  Just to save time later, let's look at the common point as the singularity.  Keep in mind if we're in the singularity and time gives dimension to tendencies to make us feel like we're in o-space, this means that any starting point of sufficient gravity has the tendencies of the singularity.  That is, the junction of the two legs is any black hole going any speed anywhere in the universe.  No matter is involved at this junction since matter and gravity are mere tendency to surrender time
 
Now we're going to look at time as a bag of X's.  This is important if you look to our differentiation equation. We can pull out some x's using differentiation since it is merely the rate of consumption.  They don't have to be x(s) but let's use x anyway because it's easy to type.  I'd suggest you draw a circle and put 10 x(s) in it for visualization purposes.  We don't get to the equation yet, because I don't want to force feed time travel to you, but you'll start to see where this is going shortly if you haven't already figured it out.
 
This analysis has to provide unified results for matter, different forms of energy and for gravity since some unification of fields around time is expected and Einstein spent considerable time looking for these unified principles without having all the components of e-hologram theory.   With e-hologram theory, it should have been easy for him, so lets see if it is..

Ok, let's start with a discussion of the "L".  As the two legs accelerate from the singularity (or any other point, the junction could be earth and the legs could be the paths of rockets launched from earth if you like that picture better) the time on the rockets slows down.  Remember in the last two entries we showed that time is consumed at different rates in drawing the lines faster or slower.

However, if the two legs of the L are the same length, time on each leg has changed the same amount relative to the junction from which they accelerated despite the fact that they accelerated in different directions.  We'll save for later what happens to the relative times of the rockets on the two legs as they accelerate away from one another (or two satellites orbiting in different directions around the earth so they pass each other in different direction-both will change the same relative to earth time if they are going at the same speed). 

Quickly let me point out that this supports the existence of the singularity because time varies only relative to a common point, common to all matter regardless of where the legs begin or end.  In this way, even if the legs are flattened and move opposite from one another, there is the same time variation because movement isn't real but just a simulation in the singularity from the common point, if you get my drift.  That is the two rockets going in opposite directions from the earth are not moving at all, they are just expending their time in opposite time vectors relative to one another.  Stick around, for a few more minutes and we'll be done till the next entry.

So, let's get our bag of "x"(s) out (the circle with 10 x(s)) in it and let's assume that when we pull out an x we're really differentiating.  The x(s) don't disappear, they just come out of the bag, like the x came out of the equation x^10=x*x^9.  The exact equations for the differentiation will have to come later, but they are inherent in the discussion that follows and are mostly written out already, but without solving for time vectors (just for vectors). Anyway...let's unify the fields!

Now remember our integration and differentiation are just flipping the coin in different directions, so don't worry too much about the math, just remember that we show consumption using differentiation while we draw out the movement with integration.  Both work with a delta(t) or a change in time.

Take out one x from our bag and apply this x to the movement of the shorter "L" leg and take a second bag (sorry forgot to mention you have two rockets, you need two bags) and take out two x(s) to show its vector.  What has happened here is that time has slowed twice as fast for the longer leg because two portions of time were needed to do the drawing of the line (integration) while only one was needed for the drawing of the other line (also integration) during the same time period.  It doesn't matter how fast you drew the L, because it's just a model and we're assuming that both Legs took the same period of time to draw.  Now this supports the singularity model and makes a lot of sense and explains why time runs slower in the two bags than the junction and why the longer leg has time running slower (more of it is being used to create dimension so less is available to turn the clocks as it were. 

But! you gasp.  Go ahead if you want.  Where's the unification of fields? you demand.  Well, here it is.  We're going to empty the bags.  Well, let's just empty one of them. Remember that there is a speed limit, so there is a limit to the number of x(s) we can take out of the bag in a given time.  That pesky speed of light! I've told you we can get rid of it, but that requires the 20 physicists from 20 countries to comment on e-hologram theory and we're about 20 physicists short right now.  So this is going to be easy.  As you empty x(s) [this is a metaphor for differentiation] from the bag, it goes faster and time goes slower inside of the bag because the x(s) are being used to create dimension (it's only an illusion, you're still in the singularity so if you have a problem with claustrophobia you're going to be in trouble with e-hologram theory).  But as you accelerate, if you're matter, what happens to you?  Here's a hint: e=mc^2.  Still don't know?  You don't lose time, but it is converted to vectors moving at the speed of light, it's turning into energy.  Energy is, as the equation indicates, matter which has used all of its time for vectoring relative to the singularity and none is left for time.  Inside of light, we can presume that time has stopped or at least nearly stopped moving!

Gravity still applies, because time has not been stripped, it's just being misdirected from one purpose to another and we observe this so we know it's right (if we assume everything else about e-hologram theory and the singularity in particular is correct).

Simple, intuitive and now we have everything except...unification!  Ok, let's go one step further.  Gravity wells are the tendency of matter to give up time taken to an extreme, I.E. in a black hole you've returned to the singularity and you've given up all of your time.

We know that you get the same math with gravity that you do with acceleration.  You drop into a gravity well and time starts giving up x(s) to drop back to the singularity, i.e. time is stripped from the tendency and it originally turns to energy (the bag empties of x(s) as it accelerates into the singularity (it doesn't have to go all the way for this to work, black holes are just the extreme example) and then the time is actually stripped off and you are back in the singularity unless you can add time back.  Gravity plus tendency at this point derives from  energy and you've unified the fields.

I have chatted up a couple of people of cern to do some experimentation concerning this.  We can convert the x(s) there or at Stanford or just about anywhere else where we can have acceleration and this allows us to manipulate time to some extent and we should fairly easily be able to see this movement between matter and energy and we should using earth's gravity without more to see the effect of stripping time from matter at some level (one stream at near light speed going up and another going down), but you have to know what to look for and that's another blog entry.

No guesses yet on the title question yet?

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Hence this solution should and does suggest a unified field around time using a singularity universe


Proof that time yields dimension, mathematical- 2.25 of 3 previously known as: How accelerating along an axis changes the time using e-hologram theory (1 of 3).
Before I continue the explanation of inconsistency of integration time in e-hologram theory I want to say that I think I may have to expand this discussion somewhat in terms of entries because of time constraints and because as I continue to lose my mind, my ability to go on interminably with any particular issue is shortened.
The "inconsistency of integration" is not really an inconsistency.  The prior entry showed that by moving quickly along an axis, time consumption is accelerated outwardly while in o-space we see that the equation itself (apparent time in the accelerated body)  is slowed which appears inconsistent until you look more close.  Spoiler alert-it has to do with differentiation which is the measure of time and not coincidentally something of a mirror image to integration (one builds a line, area, space; the other breaks out change in an equation).  This is what is observed.
Equally importantly will be the analysis of gravitational time fluctuation which is similarly derived and includes a discussion of how "stripping time", the end result of the application of gravity to tendency (i.e. gravity is the visible effect of the tendency of tendancies to give up time) is very much the "physical" embodiment of differentiation and therefore is inherent in e-hologram theory.
I am going to incorporate a pun in the title.   The first person to identify the pun in a comment correctly can come by and get a signed copy of the book on e-hologram theory if I get it published before I'm dead.
E-hologram theory co-opts Einstein's letter (E), but only because his conception of time so closely embodies the requirements of e-hologram theory and that is the most commonly used letter in the alphabet; but the reason is the Einstein Time Conception.  Before I get further into the proof (which derives from what is already shown in the 1 of 3 entry); it is important to remember this is "fundamental theory" covering the infinitely small and infinitely large.  While it should have wide application to the Newtonian world; it "appears" unrealistic (just as relativity does) until you look closely. The test of e-hologram theory is whether it makes relativity more logical in the Newtonian universe.  While it is discomforting to think that we exist in a singularity, the evidence is overwhelming (even though it could be evidence of something else).  Also, while e-hologram theory is a good model (so I say) to our universe, without a clear understanding of g-space; it has little fundamental application outside of our universe.  While we've delved into g-space; we have to go much deeper to have a more complete understanding (a hint to the title question).
Since it is Sunday, it's also good to remember that e-hologram theory allows for a type of god without depart from concepts or science and physics, i.e. a type of god becomes possible with the theory as well as prognostication which makes it colorful although those concepts are not requirements of e-hologram theory.
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