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Tuesday, May 7, 2013

how China won the war with bg wang

BG Wang here again.
I want you to know that this did not come easy to me, this overthrow of the United States and the substitution of China as the only world superpower.  Yes, you say. Looking back it seems so easy.  But it was not.  Everyone I knew would die, at least as far as I can tell.
Personally and financially I stared into the abyss and then I traveled there.  I had not a single friend in the whole world of what was then 5 billion people and what will, as a result of my actions, the actions of B.G. Wang, soon only be 2 or 3 billion.
Today I am only working with my title.
I have little time to write as the United States collapses and China rises to its ascendancy.  This is because no one in China wants to appear strong at this critical time, no one wants to give me credit.  In fact, as you will see as you read this, it is important that I "cease" to be a consideration.  In a ruthless world takeover, it is easy to forget the one, the only Wang, that made this happen. 
China has apparently decided they can forget their Wang!
If they try harder to forget their Wang, their Wang will rise and make them and the world remember.
I am not going to let the Chinese government forget that the Wang they inserted into the US economy to disrupt it is still there.

Monday, May 6, 2013

How I won the war with the US-BG Wang

Oh yes, back then the reach of the Chinese government was short; and yet as I stepped off I was met with one of his minions.  I was all alone, you must remember in a strange land full of very strange people.  At first I was relieved.  Oh you think you can imagine the relief, but you cannot.  I had spent weeks sailing the ocean to get here, uncertain of anything.  Tasked, on the death of everyone I held dear to overthrow the United States by myself!  The country that was the breadbasket of the world!  The country that was the arsenal of democracy! 
And here was an act of mercy.  Someone sent to greet me.  A friend.  But it was not to be friendly.  He only told me that my own death was going to be the result if I did not have a plan in place and carry it out within the year; most of which was gone.  Oh it was brutal, but more on that later.
In China, the power is in the forbidden city, but those in power ride on the backs of the most poor in the country who provide rice that it used as fuel for power by the rulers in China.  So it was that I decided to see what was behind the power of the poor in this country who seemed to all drive huge cars. So it was that I found myself on a bus, air conditioned, which took me farther and farther from the docks to the area where the poorest of the poor lived.
I got off and walked around, still isolated, perhaps more so since  every Chinaman I saw I knew to be potentially an assassin ready to end my life or a spy to make sure I was hard at work.
And what do you suppose I saw?  Every yard was a car graveyard!  There were not all shiny new cars, but broken down heaps!  Why, these people were as poor as Chinamen, but even as I observed this I saw a large car drive up and park before one of these. A man stepped out with a six pack of beer which he promptly shared with those in the home.  Oh how cool and sweet the cans looked to me. I eased closer, trying to blend in with the other refuse in the area and listened.
What I heard?  These men were all friends from work which they did not stay at, but which they only worked sporadically.  They worked in this factory and that factory doing the most menial of jobs, oiling equipment, working in assembly lines, those mind numbing businesses designed by this country in large part, which Ford turned into a science. 
They enjoyed the work, although they complained of it.  The one who did not work as much was the one who limped and could barely make the steps of the house, but still he worked.  Still he enjoyed his job and the comradeship that came from it; refusing the least help from these people...who he knew.  And after all, each of them bore the scars of their labor.
It made me lonely to listen to these men who shared this common bond of forced labor and I wondered if they would understand me perhaps if I came up to them.
This one tightened screws, this one cut the same metal day after day, this one oiled machines.  But they all had these skills.  And when the time came, they all went to the car graveyard and set to work, taking all the cars before them and using these cars for parts would make yet another car run a little longer.  More than the parts, however, each used skills he had learned from work.
It all seemed so pitiful, and yet even as I watched, a gem of an idea began to form in my head.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

souls and thought in the hologram universe II

If the universe (Time plus the singularity) has a purpose, it has been suggested that gravity (the manifestation of the tendency of events which have already happened in the singularity to their conclusion) that god(s) would see gravity (the tendency).  In this was the universe would be more like a film (old fashioned movie film) than a cd (new fangled digital film).  One can imagine all of the events (including this blog and you sitting there reading it) being viewed when the singularity is fitted into a construct (device is too limiting a term) that applies time much as light applied to projector displays the film once the reels roll (for the younger members of the audience, think of spinning a cd under lasers or for the very young, you probably don't know how your technology works anyway unless you're in china (see the book-China's weaponized economy for more on this topic).
The more interesting aspects of this "universe" potentially are the thoughts and actions of its higher inhabitants-that would be you.  If you're sitting on a couch thinking about this then you are probably doing a very poor job of entertaining your god(s).  Likewise if you're taking risks, involved in a torrid love affair, traveling and generally making your life interesting, you're probably doing what you're designed for (on a cosmic scale) IF the universe has a purpose.
This series explores from a technical aspect the concept of the Soul and Thought in the E-hologram universe (as opposed to the string hologram universe) and whether it matters or not.  If it doesn't matter, carpe diem.  If it does...well maybe carpe diem anyway; but let's explore this technically first.
First, e-hologram theory predicts that everything has happened already, but does that apply to thoughts and souls (which may or may not have relevance although in e-hologram theory there is every reason to see a possibility that your thoughts and actions exist in perpetuity so you would have a soul and after-life (i.e. after time) after a fashion.  This will obviously take some time to develop and this only covers snippets of the universe at a time so you'll have to wait for more detail on this issue.
For now, let's just explore these in general terms.  Thoughts do have mass because they result from chemical and electrical impulses.  Hence they should be representative of gravitational tendencies to return to the singularity from which the "apparently, but not actually" have been freed by the addition of time.  Hence aspects of thought can be thought of happening all at once in the singularity and they can be seen as happening over an over again.  But there is also the possibility that only on a macro scale (where the cut off would appear being a major question) do things happen all at once and that at some level there is self determination.
As something falls back into the singularity (gives up time) it would be much different conceptually and this division (self determination or predestination) should divide at some point so a mathematical model of both should be possible, the predestination model being more likely to have a simple solution.
This is hardly a minor philosophical question of the e-hologram universe. The existence of thought in the singularity is important as the existence of meaning in our lives depends largely on what is happening in G-space.   The more complicated solution would add more meaning to our lives in O-space and might make it less important than G-space. 
When you break someone's heart or they break yours if you have real control over it then you (or they) take a big role.  If we are mere actors on the stage (perhaps a s-(shakespear) universe model should be added) it makes one less culpable.  Of course, if someone breaks their own heart and merely blames you for it, that is a horse of another color and horses come in many colors.  We must, however, bear some culpability for our actions even if pre-destined since we have the "apparent" ability, if not the actual ability to act.  More on this later.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

only through loves eyes

we only see art through pain
we only create in sorrow
we only achieve under duress
poetry is written from depression
except when we do it
through the lens of love
the love of life
the love of beauty
the love of each otehr
in equal parts we create
from sadness and joy
we balance creation
on the very point
of the fulcrum
of our hearts
sometimes the balance
captures our lives
and sometimes the point
pierces the heart

Poverty of the Heart

We are all searching
for a way out
of our poverty of the heart
Someone to understand me
someone that I can understand
is that too much to ask
look at your own life
have you found what your looking for
it can be done
or so i'm told
you want it to be easy
and without sacrifice
a linear progression
from loneliness to love
you don't want to compromise
or accept it from others
but it is totally illusive
perhaps it is an illusion
i still haven't found it
or perhaps i have
maybe more than once
so why don't i have it
and why don't you

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

rain-the second poem after the first poem after the last poem I'll ever write

the rain falls and I think of you
how you warm me
how you touch me
how you give dimension
and even life to me
how I love you
how beautiful you are
with the rain dripping from you
and of course by you
I mean the hologram universe
because it makes you
soft, warm, rounded, smooth
but does it make you passionate
or is that something left to you
or even something left to me
the sound of the infinite splashes
reminds me of our time together
the doors open to the rain
intertwined and so into each other
that we don't even notice it
falling wet, cooling our minds
as our bodies find solace together
the rain falls and I think
of how far away you are
and I wonder of the universe
if it is a perfect thing
why is it we are not together

What happens to our souls in the hologram universe

If the singularity is a place where everything happens at once, does that mean that what happens, only happens once? Is it possible to make changes on any level?  Is there some baseline from which tendencies may depart? Are small changes relevant to the singularity, are our thoughts and actions?
Is it possible for something to happen a mindless scale without reference to what happens in the mind?
The truth indicated by an examination of the universe that we are nothing more than a projection or a burning using time from a singularity where everything has already happened raises all of these questions since the singularity, a place without space or time as we know it; until time is added, is so poorly understood.
Investigation of g-space the singularity where everything happened (or happens if you feel the Einstein choice of wording important) is critical to an understanding of o space, the illusion of dimensions where we spend part or all of our days.  Self determination and even relevance requires an investigation.
Without self determination there is no reason to continue writi....
But lets assume that even if everything happened at once, we still want to act and since it's already happened we can have an infinite amount of courage in our actions since there is no fear other than that what has already happened is happening with a show of courage.
Perhaps this should be a Sunday event.  I would like for you to investigate for me-your results can be posted as comments, whether every Sunday has been observed since a seven day week was established. There are leap years, the calendar changes but do you ever miss an entire day?  Have the days of the week ever been reset?  But I digress.
 
There are many sentient life forms on Earth and perhaps outside of earth.  Do all of their thoughts come from the singularity and if not where do they come from?  If from the singularity all thought has already happened which means that we have the ability in theory to tap all knowledge that will ever exist!
If our thoughts come from outside of the singularity, our thoughts are the dreams of shadows since it is fairly self evident in E-Hologram theory that we are nothing more than the tendency of events which have already happened to return to the singularity, that is the tendency of events to release the time that has been attached to them to give them dimension and make sure that they do not happen "all at once".  It is relevant as to what effect time has on those thoughts since the existence of our thoughts are dependent on time just as dimensions are.