the exercise paradox and the swimming anomaly

Swimming makes you sensual
even a fat person or a whale
can be sensual in the water
and that follows you through the day
exercise, the burning of calories
gives you energy
once you overcome the lethargy
and sweat through the insouciance
it makes you happier and more energetic
perhaps the swimming
in not really anomalous
although non mammalian fish
don't seem to experience it
some people start out more sensual
but no matter how much you have
you get more from swimming
and while it isn't pretty
for some people to exercise
they are all happier and energized
by overcoming the torpescence
some are more energized
and some are more sensual

large energy releases in e-hologram theory-part 1

While the tendency is to look at e-h-t as a theoretical tool, it has immediate application to o-space.
The greater the tendency towards infinite series (the bigger or smaller the impact on o-space) the more observable e-h-t aspects of the event.
In the past, the nobel prize winning aspects of George Lucas' "the force" were largely debunked; nevertheless when examining the destruction of a large amount of "thought" (i.e. life) at one time as being observable within e-h-t is not without some basis.  Since such large amounts of thought are embodied in this aspect of e-h-t it is questionable as to how much impact even an entire planet of current life would have, it stands to reason that terminating one line of thought (death) even of some low life form would be determinable so that larger simultaneous terminations would have a greater impact.  Also, because there is no real distance when something returns to the singularity, the idea that this information could be instantaneously transmitted (at least among thinkers-intelligence) is not without some theoretical basis.
Likewise, focusing on any one event is liable to have the same effect.  When a world war occurs, it is likely that the concentrated attention of much of the planet on individual events would be determinable and there is some argument to be made that thought supports these types of events in order to strengthen the existence of thought in blocks.  This might be true even of a successful movie.
A better reflection of this theoretical concept lies in large energy releases.  E-H-T relies heavily on observed large scale phenomena (black holes and gravity wells created by planets) in order to have a basis in observed o-space.  Another group of phenomena where this can be seen is in large releases of energy.  Remember that what holds true for a black hole should hold true for a single atom, so what we can derive from a nuclear explosion should, at least on a relativistic scale, hold true for us at a scale between the micro and macro.
A nuclear explosion reflects time giving up dimensional qualities on a grand scale in favor of those qualities associated with a change in dimension.  That is energy is matter where the time has surrendered much of the dimensional qualities that allow it to be observed as matter in favor of those accelerating its speed, a change in coordinates.
Hence, we should be able to make observations in a nuclear explosion that have E-H-T properties that would show this change in time, or perhaps this reallocation of time, more clearly than we might see it on other levels although where-ever energy is released, such as by the striking of a match, this should be observed if E-H-T can be reconciled with Newtonian Physics and Basic Chemistry.  More on this later.

Duty vs love part one-life and death

Duty is an obligation.  Love is a feeling.
The relative strengths of these two
show the complexity of the spirit
a writer must weave the two into his story
to create conflict and bring the reader into the character's lives
This is not easy because they must be balanced
There are also different types of love and duty
There are different degrees of love and duty
Love bears some sense of duty with it almost always
while duty may exists in the absence of love
one is a matter of logic
the other of devotion
and perhaps that is inaccurate unless you know for sure which is which
great literature will often pit one against the other
an example from a movie comes to mind
two brother meet across the battlefield in the civil war
one unable to shoot the other
or perhaps he drops his gun to carry his wounded brother to safety
it is possible that both exist in different movies
It is possible to kill for either love or duty
one is considered inappropriate in almost all cases
the other is considered heroic in some circumstances
you can sacrifice for love, but you can't kill for it
you can sacrifice for duty, in some cases you are compelled to kill for it
both have an air of tragedy
killing for justice in noble
killing for love criminal
killing for duty is neither noble for criminal in war
but killing for duty in other situations is
Hence their are different types of duty
and there are different types of love
They don't balance well, one against the other
Part 2 will balance comfort against the two

publication update-the einstien hologram uinverse

Writing a fundamental theory of the universe is not as easy as it sounds, even if all the parts are there.  It is 1/3 finished in a struggle to select the most likely path for resolution of issues and the treatment of the side roads in this complicated theory.  
It was originally a commentary on existing hologram theory which led to several wrong assumptions, many of which seem to be finding their way into the final text.  Among these is the separation of tendency and time.  Originally, the concept was that both the tendency for things to happen and time were separate.  After careful exploration, however, it became more and more evident that the tendency for things to happen was an aspect of time itself. 
Several of the issues which need more development in the books, such as how time manifests itself as space, matter and energy require more mathematics and observation than is possible under the time limitations for a September publication date.
Finding time to work on this has been a struggle, but it looks like it will probably be available for publication by the September date.  It is targeted to be under 150 pages, although once formatted it may be either more or less. 
For many reasons, some of which are set up above, many of the paths which should be more completely explored will be ignored or treated casually.
Stay tuned.

risk and trust

Every once in a while, I have to stop with just a draft.

what am I willing
to risk to have you
how much can I give
of myself to you
can I allow myself
to fully love only you
why should I trust you
with all my heart
if I share my dreams
who will protect them
from becoming nightmares
what are the conditions
today and tomorrow
what guarantees do I have
that I'll keep your love
we both have options
perhaps there are too many
and why should I trust you
not to run off again
what is love worth
when we can armor our hearts
Only share part of me
or to risk everything
and hope that is safe
trust that trust is returned
there are plans for the future
I have to make it safe
to enjoy you now
and what could change
there is no security
for you to post
in exchange for my walls
and my defenses
I have to surround me
is there a definition
of safely committing
or is it a leap of faith
without seeing the ledge
where you hold forth
your heart for mine

The study of the form of awareness is the study of time and irony

There are portions of the upcoming book, "The Einstein hologram universe" that will touch on things not mathematical, but which nevertheless have to be considered in a study of a time driven universe.   While this seems outlandish, in the E-hologram universe, all thought is concentrated in a singularity.  This is all thought at every level and every time.  We know that time (and therefore space) collapses into the singularity and we are almost forced to accept that dimension, the vast universe we experience, doesn't really exist because we see the fallacy of our own senses in black holes.  Such a concentration of imagination would have an imaginable type of power that we ascribe to something called god.  This is part of the treatment of this in the E-H-U.

             If consciousness gives rise to time, then is it possible that multiple consciousness types give rise to multiple times or does the same consciousness give rise to the same Time.  It is inherent in the theory that it takes a lot of thought to give rise to time, but if we accept that all thought must exist at one time; there is a lot of thought concentrated in the singularity.

Nevertheless, we must accept at least the possibility that there are different dimensions which are functions of different types of thought.

It seems likely that if there are different dimensions the are invisible even though they would be, of necessity, nothing more than a different manifestation of the same or different time.

If different dimensions are invisible, how are they isolated from one another?  If they can be seen, then it should be possible to travel to the other dimensions by changing the thought of matter driven by time in our universe to this different type of thought unless thought driven time cannot be changed.  Otherwise there should be a way to find the time that creates it or to see the different dimensions created by our own time.

Is there any evidence of an intelligence driven universe suggested by light speed limitations and infinite series?  Maybe you have experienced it, something like this.  You walk into a restaurant.  The night before the love of your life has disappeared for the entire day and admits to a harmless date with someone else.  You go to bed alone, but at least you can sleep.  Then you walk into a coffee shop the next day and “Peaceful easy feeling” by the Eagles is playing on the radio.  As you order your coffee, you hear “I get this feeling I may know you, as a lover and a friend, this voice keeps whispering in my other ear saying I may never see you again.”  You ask yourself can this irony which you have experienced over and over in your life be coincidence.  With an intelligence driven universe, it doesn’t have to be.  You may be able to argue about the quality of the sense of humor of the collective intelligence, but it’s hard to deny at times.  The study of irony, may be the study of time.

out living everyone else

The thin old man
by the window
in the coffee shop
sitting with his cup
he moves slowly
as he rises to leave
no longer from caution
I long to sit with him
to share our coffee
to ask him questions
what is it like to be so old
to have outlived all his friends
all his family, maybe his children
to now be closer to death
than to anyone else
what is it like
to have all love affairs behind him
to know the best passion
that he will ever have
has already happened
even as I experience
the greatest of my life
what is it like
to have almost everything behind him
to be fighting his last battle
not for power, not for love
but merely to survive
to sit again in his seat
drinking coffee in the window