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Monday, August 4, 2014

NLT the next step 47 POST-EQUATION ANALYSIS: PERCEIVED CHANGE IN THE UNIVERSE: and vs Dante's 6

The two lines of inquiry are now going to come together.  I'm sure you were expecting that.  And now they will drift apart again, how very appropriate.
The discussion of inquiry takes us to what is heaven and what is hell and how we occupy both.  We can make it heaven together and we can share hell apart.  How very odd it is, how very sad.
Perhaps we don't see manipulation of the universe by aliens who have adopted NLT because you need a robust philosophy which is rugged enough to withstand the shock and futility of predestination. 
I believe that can be done perhaps challenging ourselves to Crack the code to have the images on the film direct the show. it is also possible that a better understanding would lead to other psychological challenges. I assume those who have terrible regrets would have greater difficulties accepting it.  But it might well be a motivator to do something different in your life.  But can you truly motivate someone to do something different if everything has already happened?
I suppose we will find out soon enough.  All for naught, going for everything, going for something, making our own destiny in spite of predestination; I cannot say farewell, so I say I will find a way despite events to the contrary, to spite predestination.  Or whatever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vodd6C5ryUU  This is 10 hours, how many people know someone that they would like to spend 10 hours listening to this music with?  One of the comments on this link said something that raised that question and it is something if you know someone and something altogether different if you do not.  What a wonderful thing it is that someone could write and play this music.

 POST-EQUATION ANALYSIS: PERCEIVED CHANGE IN THE UNIVERSE: The perceived change in the universe is much like a light shined on different parts of a stage, or like the different frames of film (so much so that one reflects favorable as a representation of the other).  In a film, however, you use light to move between frames and mechanics to move the film before the light. NLT is more like a digital movie, the coordinates of each successive pixels of a frame are located, and the other aspects of space/time are then expressed. Locators in NLT are "put together" as an expression of linearity, and then you have other coordinates associated with each of these locators conserved relative to each other that allow the expression of everything else as having a position and structure at a fixed point in space and time.
          Because of the absence of "real space" this is fairly easy to express:
A1=A(T1 (tx, ty,tz); T1',T1",etc); A2=A(T2 (tx,ty,tz),T2',T2",etc) where there is conservation (proportionately associated) between T,T',T" and subsequent proportionality of time.
          LikewiseT1 is shown with coordinates of space (noting that in theory NLT recognizes Times preceding the big bang where tx is linear, but ty and tz may or may not and then where tx and ty may be linear before tz becomes linear.   The successive linearity gives rise to the separate forces, gives rise to the universe as we experience it, and is probably an “illusion” (illusion refers to the fact that the non-linear universe where everything happens at once continues despite the apparent existence of linearity), albeit a critical illusion.  While we cannot readily yield to the idea of predestination, we can presume existence in a universe defined by mathematical principles where we can repeat physical and chemical processes with certainty. The entire universe can, theoretically, be predicted which is the same thing as predestination just as non-linear time is the same thing as Einstein’s observation that the only reason for time is so that everything doesn’t happen at once.  In fact, a universe outside of Einstein's prediction that everything happens at once in the absence of linear time is preordained by the concept of predictable equations.
          Non-linear time theory skirts very close to quantum, Hologram and multidimensional time theories, and provides a place where they come together.  NLT allows us to go further back in time to a point immediately before the big bang rather than stopping a fraction of a second before.[1]
·        T1' and T" are not shown with x,y,z coordinates.  They do have multiple coordinates which are reflected in the dimensions and "forces" which make them up. These forces are expressed sequentially.  The sequential expression of dimensional and force components has the potential for creating pairs such as 1) time 1/space 1 and gravity; (2) time 2/space 2 and photon force (3) space 3 as multi-dimensional space with energy and (4) space with elemental change in terms of spin, in this case the change of coordinates around changing points along with nuclear forces and standard clock time.  The pairs may include pairings that are not thought of as traditional space such as energy and nuclear forces, matter and clock time, for example.




                [1] Non-linear time predicted Quantum Gravity.  Research on this issue, has shown at least one instance (Loll 1998) where quantum mechanics predicts "a series of discreet events" along with "causal relations" which in the broadest sense is Quantum Time which is the larger part of Non-linear time, although not the fundamental nature of quantum time, at least as I understanding it working backwards from NLT to DE (discrete events)..
            The difference is that discreet events are a jump into space, compared to the creation of space.  NLT is a predictor of observable events and is, therefore, different from other quantum gravity theories which do not have observable phenomena attendant.  NLT has all observable events to draw from coordinate charge, including quantum fluctuations which is possible because either/and (1) all matter and space are tied to a single quantum time and/or (2) there is no real distance/time and therefore cause and effect do not require distant manipulation of events.

book reviews and how to live life

I have not read the book; but I am intrigued.  I am not giving a thumbs up to the book I haven't read, but to the critic's article which convinced me to read the book
An Instant Cure for Negativity http://www.inc.com/geoffrey-james/an-instant-cure-for-negativity.html?cid=sf01001
You have to decide when to move on.
Some of us, never want to move on.,
but even we still need to decide when.
Some of us chose never
We stay in one place
getting more and more confused
as reality doesn't bend to what we think we need.
How wrong is it to chose not to move on.
How wrong to cling to your beliefs and convictions
you might be justified to go to your death
holding onto nothing more substantial than values
What is so different
about holding onto an emotional attachment
what is wrong
about holding love if you can die for something
equally amorphous, even logically disputed
patriotism or even righteous vengence
what is wrong from your perspective
even distance seems to move us closer
people can die for each other, for glory, country
their broken hearts can kill them
regret could kill me
I can chose what kills me
or it can chose for me
it is a worthwhile belief
to me no other

Sunday, August 3, 2014

nlt vs dante 5

I swam 3300 yards today, I'm sort of numb, but not numb enough.  I'll have to explain that in a separate post but in 3 days, I've swam 7,000 yards with a workout in the middle in the absurd heat of this time of year.  How on earth did people ever decide to settle in places like this?
I saw people during my swim in the steam room and I wanted to ask, "what's wrong, did they turn the outside off?"
Under EHT there is a saving grace in the universe, however in NLT such salvation may not exist.
In a universe where everything happens at once, where everything is concentrated at once, where all the pain, all the guilt and all the mistakes happen at once, there is all the love you have been given; but more important all the love you have given.  This sounds like philosophy to you, it sounds like something that a philosopher and not a mathematician would believe; and yet it is inherent in what Einstein said.  I don't like it any more than you do.  But it means that my destiny and yours is out there somewhere.  No matter where you are today or where you are tomorrow there has to be something to look forward to, something to be grateful for.  How many things should we be grateful and one of those things each other or at least someone else.  I don't know if it is about love, certainly avoiding love would be less painful.  And  life can be about nothing. And life can be about something.
Perhaps in the end, it is not so much about how you are loved in the end but how much you love.
Here is that short poem, that you can skip or read at your peril, or perhaps at mine.
fickle love
how long are you staying?
surely there must be
some timetable
that governs your travel
some place you have to be
an occasion that calls for you
how long will you dig 
your sharpened fangs 
into my soft heart?
isn't it enough
that you already
 hurt me so deeply
found places inside me
I didn't know existed
replaced my hunger
with a churning nausea
I was always hungry
before you decided
to remain behind
to confuse my thoughts
forgetful distracted things
you took advantage 
of my fondness for life
and when the target
of my affectionate arrow
left me standing 
unstrung in a dark rain
you stayed behind with me
instead of accompanying
the angry one who left me
with only a shadow
fading memories
of playful kisses
and passionate nights
better i should have been
left by you also
but you've made a nest
spun a web in my mind
where you crawl forth
to disturb my sleep
the lights go out
and you lay down beside me
daring me to close my eyes
so you can whisper to me
telling me what is lost
reminding me of the voice
that sweetened the sounds
of birds, of music, of wind
describing the face
with a clarity better
than even the eye captured
what i will never again see
when the sun comes up
welcoming you and i
I sleepless, red eyed
you undiminished

NLT-the next step 46: Proof that Forces are negative energy states ii

I have a lot that I want to do today.  I have been up for hours and yet I have had nothing to eat, always a mistake, and have drank only a little water and coffee.  I may have to give up coffee again, but I feel like I am approaching something, certainly in a very short period of time I will experience a signficant change and I want to be awake for it.  Perhaps things will change sooner.  I will die, you will die, someone else that neither of us knows or cares about may die.  But time and change are strange things.
I talk about the house I'm selling, how overgrown it is.  The other day I was in the front by the street and was struck by the shade.  I realized how little I was aware of what was around me so I took a minute to see what was going on.  The small shrubs that over a decade ago a gardener had kept at bay had given way to small trees that overhung the street, the fence, the 300 foot long white picket fence that made this yard look so traditional in the past was almost completely hidden behind this new forest.  Looking around the sides of the house the decroative trees had grown above the roof, only the oaks were cut back, a requirement of the insurance company.  I found another one of those decorative trees had been killed by the cold on the side of the yard, something that had somehow escaped me.  In two weeks, whether I still own this house or not, it will be in the front yard, in front of that forest fence, waiting for the city to come and haul it away or perhaps I will cut it up for firewood for whever is in this house next winter.
And I ask myself, where will I be next winter and where will you be?

FORCE ARE NEGATIVE ENERGY STATES II
Forces are progressively dimensional in NLT even though all forms of CT have full coordinate sets.  This is not something we have to accept, for it is largely semantic, largely a matter of perspective.  For the moment, as you sit here reading this, all the appropriate energy states are linear.  We can only experience perhaps 4 or 5.  It is possible that all forms of existence can only experience a certain number of dimensional states at one time, perhaps it is a fixed number, perhaps it is based on the scale, the dimensional makeup of the observer.  It is also possible that with the right tools someone who exists in, for example, CT4 can experience CT5 more than just observing it from a distance, perhaps even CT6 which is a compression of universers (10^64 of whatever is the minimal building block of black holes which is, after all 10^32 of the basic bilding block of matter).  Also, there is the potential for a negative clock time, an exponential fraction of what we call zero which is not nothing all, but a conceit of people who want to imagine only their perception of compression and change is real..
Let us look back to the sequential nature of the progression from CT0 to CT4.  We don't have to look beyond CT4 to get our proof, CT5 being observed but existing only in theory.  This sequential nature will also allow us to understand how we can have multiple different forces in the transition from CT3 to CT4 without having an intervening force state, namely by the effect of forces from CT1-CT2-CT3 on the CT3 to CT4 force states.
The proof relies on factors already given and many of you have properly guessed how the proof occurs.  In order to understand, let's start by discussing the forces themselves.  The answer will immediately suggest itself and I will write it out.
Photons are point forces, electromagnetic energy is a wave type force, the spin forces hold matter together (the strong and weak nuclear forces); sadly and this is my fault, I am inserting yet another definition of spin although more closely alligned witht the original version than that used by other fundamental theorists who assign a different "spin" to fundamental particles that don't rely on changing time coordinates for their existence.
Within ELECTRO MAGNETIC ENERGY (EME) we have several variations, but they can only be generally dealt with without getting into a much longer discussion.  Wave functions can be displayed as two dimensional waves, just as photons can be displayed as one dimensional "packets" of light.  The spin forces exist within the matrix of matter.  Gravity, as has been pointed out, appears to pull back to the non-linear form of time and hence has no real dimension, it is an anti-dimension force.  Hence the answer is suggested and essentially given; but for those of you who want to see it written out:
CT0 to CT1 requires that CT0 goes negative and is the force of gravity.  The force of gravity is without any dimension.
CT1 goes to CT2 and negative CT1 which is a one dimensional clock time so the energy form generated; photons; must be one dimensional and that is observed.
CT2 goes to CT3 and negative CT2 and wave forms of energy result which are two dimensional and form by the combination of CT1 negatives and CT2 negatives.
CT3 goes to CT4 plus negative CT3 and we have the resulting three dimensional nuclear forces.
Because CT2 forces interact with negative CT1 they can vary in the wave forms observed.  Because CT3 forces are affected by both CT2 and CT1 forces, they can have even greater variation without having to have additional clock time "orbits" or "states" and in effect the "orbits" are affected by the amount of combination in theory.
The transitions matter today, for having largely occurred within the past, they continue today.  How they continue and for what purpose is a field of inquiry, but for the moment, how we can better manipulate their transition is the important practical issue.

something unimportant for Sunday morning

Sadly, what I write is of lmited importance.  Even were it to be important, time would cause it to fade and crack; eventually if NLT or some other concept does not extend the future forever, and forever means very little to Non-linear time, then time itself would run out for everything that we do.  Even now scientists predict a bleak future, extinction for man, destruction for all of his works, most of them going in a few thousand years, the rest disappearing in a blink of the celestial eye.
The moment, which is all your mind can hold I'm told, the one thought of the one moment, whether a thought of the past or the future or, best of all the present, is what matters.
I'm sitting under a cloudy sky, drinking Ethiopian coffee (for more on that you can read the first battle of wwii which is supposed to be edited into the first battlefield of wwii but who knows when that will be finished or even where it is today, alas the ficklness of secretaries; especially those who are not secretaries.)  It is neither hot nor cold yet.  The other night when I was walking alone but for my dog, surely the happiest and least intelligent dog on the face of the earth, it felt a lot like today and though the sky shown through the clouds the humidity was so high that it began to rain lightly, the moisture held by the nearly cloudless sky just too much to withstand the relentless pull of gravity.  I suspect, the moisture being as high right now and the sky being considerably more cloudy it will rain today.  The roof is on, only minor pieces need to be added.  The rusty aluminum and a few old felt or shingle pieces are scattered in the yard waiting to be picked up.    The trees are festooned with pink plastic bags as if for some long forgotten pagan holiday to the invention of the roof, perhaps the gay roof.  There is no metal on the new roof except for thse parts that extend above it.  The new things are composites which are unable to rust in the next 30 years, things that will remain for some time, the nicest part of the house now being the very top.
Now it only waits for someone to buy this house, to have this vast empty lot to do with as they will; probably to cut the trees back so it is less a jungle and more a yard, so they can again see the roofs of the neighbors' houses, so they can free me a little more by taking one more thing from me.
I thought I loved this house, but it was the solitude I loved.
Perhaps the love of a person is really the love of something different; it cannot be solitude, it would have to be the love of a feeling.
I think there are different types of love.  I imagine one where it is impossible to love someone if you love someone else.  I have that problem.  I want to love the one I'm with, like the ancient song wisely recommends, but it is not possible perhaps.  You see this in romantic comedies, you think to yourself, I would be in love with the other person, the one you know the main actor will certainly end up with,  easily enough, it would allow me to be reborn, you think.  And yet, you instinctively sympathize with the character.  Why?  Because you know viscerally if not in your conscious mind, if you were lucky enough, or unlucky enough to experience this, you would understand.
The kind of love I am talking about is something more than infatuation, or the mistaken belief that you might die alone or that you were running out of options or time, that you felt too old or too young to start again.  It has to have an unselfish element, a belief that in some way you might be able to save the person you love and maybe save yourself.
For some love fades faster than for others.  For some destiny seems to pull them harder.  I hope you woke up in the arms of someone you think you love today, perhaps someoe who you do love.  For me, I woke today grasped by that dizziness that seems to come and go.  Perhaps it was all the swimming I did the last 3 days in a despearte attempt, a failed attempt, to exhaust my emotions, to outrun the ghost of love that will not die, that haunts my days and nights and asks me to say things that I cannot say, at least not yet.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

at times

At times the pain of this literary cancer I have is almost more than I can bear.  If I don't tear my body to its core with physical exertion, if I leave even a little energy to think the weight of where I am and what I have done is too much for me.  I can forgive myself for my transgressions, but I cannot bear up under the loss.   The charade that I live for the sake of others mocks a real life.
The high tech materials that can go into this roofing are worth a mention.  There are times to get a cheap roof and times to get a high technology roof.  The transition lies in tatters on the ground, the old felt and the new synthetic that replaces it.  I originally envisioned the synthetic being ticker, but they are essentially the same, but one screams its insular qualities and its use of technologies of design, the other only to its ease of manufacture, low cost and basic, one dimensional functionality.  Time will tell.
Speaking of scraps, I find occasional scraps of would be poetic lines in my barely legible scrawl like this one:
"best ever, a combination of beauty and brains, good genes, good advice."  What did it mean and what would it have become if I'd had time, or perhaps just the creativity to finish it?
I keep thinking that the feelings which made me write this poetry would leave me in peace, an emotionless hulk, free of longing and jealousy.  Perhaps I will stop writing altogether, or just poems on new or historically relevant things.  In the book I'm reading there is a section on poems referencing the Atlantic and a discussion of those given concerning which body of water is at issue and whether the Tempest was inspired by events in the Atlantic islands off central America.  Perhaps I will write poems like that, I think.
But then i wake up, sleepless, empty or with with a false hope for the future that vanishes with the thin light of dawn and I will write out a few lines like blood.
I keep telling myself that at some point I have to run out of emotion, the well will have to go dry.  Then I say I will write out a list of love versus duty so I can force myself to action that will save me; but it never gets written.
The very things that make me look selfish are somewhat the opposite, but hard to explain.  A sense of duty and sacrifice but not from some noble sentiment.   A person with my views of reality should have no sense of responsibility, I should be a hedonist.
So what is this driving force.  For now, all I can figure is that it results from a selfishness driven by fear.  I don't know what I am afraid of since the results of the fear I have experienced have always been worse than any other cause, in this case taking away all that makes life worthwhile.  When I face my fear, the results are always extraordinary.  I've dealt with all of my metaphorical dragons, laying waste to them, their heads decorating the allegorical walls; I've written things I did not think myself capable, even defined things which seem novel enough to be worth keeping, perhaps even finding love.
Why can't I realize this and act?  What is the missing in me that prevents me from facing fear, taking it on for the rewards which are so obvious, it certainly seems logical that courage creates love and cowardice destroys it.

Friday, August 1, 2014

NLT the next thing:45 THE DISAPPOINTING DEATH OF WORMHOLES AND THE AMAZING BIRTH OF SUPER ATOMS

The universe is amazingly complex and beautiful.  IT is also amazingly horrible and frightening, ensuring a type of death to all of us eventually; and a near certain death sooner rather than later.  Theories like NLT provide a possible, though unlikely remedy to the later type of death and a strange outcome of the former, a greatly expanded reincarnation which will be discussed later (and you can read EHT to see the basics). Is there anything in heaven to compare to this complexity, something so beautiful and so horrible?  Perhaps love, perhaps nothing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMihKmoYfe8
Things are going to get a little weird and scary, but the universe is going to open up like the flowers I would give you if you were not so far away in time and space.
However, NLT teaches that the universe may be vastly more interesting than traditional physics provides and that leads us to...

THE DISAPPOINTING DEATH OF WORMHOLES AND THE AMAZING BIRTH OF SUPER ATOMS
EHT theory has an optimistic approach to the broad concept of wormholes.  It envisioned a return to Non-linearity as a result of gravity overcoming dimensional states.  “All black holes go to the same place” a dimensionless point.  This means that instantaneous travel between points is possible.  NLT accepts that “if” this were the case, then we might even witness this instantaneous travel.  If it is possible we should see it and if we accept an expanding universe and we accept conservation of time then time must be converted in black holes to non-linearity or near non-linearity and then move to non-gravity well space where it appears as new coordinate space.  Unfortunately, there are several theories, including multi-dimensional time theory, a watered down version of NLT, that theorize our universe does not expand.  While NLT provides an explanation for an expanding universe, a happy one of “wormhole equivalence” it is equally likely that Black holes represent staged concentration, a CT5 state.  While you can have both, there is no requirement for wormholes and CT5 states.  Instead the CT5 state suggests that there are “super atoms” where the operative building blocks are black holes and the other “negative time states” photonic light, wave energies, spin energies, function with matter states to form the electrons of these neutron elements. 
So what’s so amazing?  Imagine that if we were to look at our own atoms correctly what they would look like.  They would be galaxies surrounded by stars, planets, spaces, energies, the whole miasma of Einsteinian space time.  We can believe that the “space” between the electron and the atom is not just some empty “space” or some set of “time coordinate changes in lower states” but is instead made up of something as full of diversity as what surrounds the black holes at the center of galaxies and even larger black holes at the center of Universes.
   But if CT4 gives us standard clock time and the ability to "think" imagine what is held in the universe of CT5, a scale of compression a factor of 2 (10^32) greater than the compression of the CT4 universe which is 10^16 greater than the CT3 universe.  Imagine if our Universe is a model for what exists in the atoms that make up our existence.  What an astounding and wonderful result and one that is mathematically sound under Non-linear time theory.  You begin to see a power in NLT to explain many things that science fiction without foundation predicts.