172.5 is the weight, despite less exercise accompanied by less eating.
I am looking forward to being healed enough to get into the water again. Not sure if that is on the agenda for the weekend and I'm dangerously stiff; but I think teh decision should be based primarily an issue of just how much open wound is too much and, this time of year, how cold the water is.
I have a small amount of ptsd which is slowly going away, my sleep and dreams are going back to their original, not logical enough place. I had a dream which faded that had something to do with a post apocalyptic world, or perhaps that was just yesterday.
Speaking of the pool I maintain, the water is suffering from my inability to fully service it. There is a very thin layer of something floating on the surface, perhaps a pollen, that may be too ephemeral to be removed with a net. All I have been able to accomplish is dealing with a knot that troubled me for many months until at last I had time to deal with something that required more patience than strength to unwind its repetitive twists. I am a little bored, I guess.
Perhaps I should go for a ride and confront the trauma a bit along with my boredom and energy; although it may not be possible and I promised myself to add additional safety features to correspond with the increasing traffic. It appears that the plague shut-down is lifting; sadly I am not sure if anyone has informed the plague.
I took this self-care list off a social media feed. I don't have any real feelings about it; it seems to me that if you can't get most of these items checked off you really need some non-self help. That being said, I have missed several of these this week, you can submit your guesses online.
There are not enough spaces for the things I would add, but since I have not done most of those in more than a week, perhaps it is better not to list them.
I had the last two technical posts written somewhat in advance of their posting, so I am not going to have anything today worth looking at.
I have a favorite page which I may or may not have shared and a song which I forgot.
I filed the post January provisional yesterday. I have another 19 days for the utility version to be "on my schedule"; but even though my work the last few days has suffered; I feel like I needed to do this for my peace of mind and so I can discuss it more freely and the level of understanding and application is exponentially higher.
For the first time I have a pretty clear view of what Fusion looks like in both of its parts and a superior grasp of Fission.
Next week I am going to dig deeper into the grant issue, for better or worse. I had the opportunity to do that early this week, put it off for a day, then things took an unexpected turn in the form of a car careening out of control despite someone being at the wheel. Even so, I feel like I am where I need to be for the provisional filing which will take me where I need to be for the utility later this month if things go well. I am concerned about the grant issue, but on the bright side, to a large extent I have already done most of the work embodied within the grant. I have not updated the team this week, but its been eventful. I often wonder just how far into the grant I have already traveled.
https://phys.org/news/2020-05-electrons-chemical-reaction.html
AuT addresses the issue in this article with a great deal of theoretical accuracy. It is different because the electron and proton are viewed differently; light is different. That being said, this concept of expanded orbitals and contracting orbitals can be used is much greater with the superior modeling possible with the fractal model.
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