a simple life chapter 2

I saw an article today about a new dating app.
I always get irritated when ideas like this are valued at 30 million dollars as this one was according tot he article.  Of course, at some point if my math works out my project should be valued at 30 billion even before it hits the market so I should be careful what I am jealous of.
I have some additional support articles for AuT which will be posted soon.

Where was I.
Oh yes, then I saw this trapped monarch butterfly.  It was not really trapped, it just could not get under the poolhouse overhang.  For a creature capable of navigating oceans and continents, this one seemed...well too much like me.  An unsuccessful outlier.
Where was I
There is this tree near the house which looks like it is giving you the finger.  I may take a picture of it, I'd like to post that for the world.  I was getting ready to swim.  A redheaded woodpecker, a beautiful bird, was hitting on the fist of this rude branch drawing my attention to it.
The dating app was coffee meets bagel, by the way.  Its supposed to be tinder for people looking for a deeper interaction.
Anyway, I wondered if all of these things were signs that I should say something.

I entered a cold pool pondering this.  My plan swimming was to work through the story, at least to the point where it lost all sense of logic and, in fact, during the swim I covered several chapters or, if I may, scenes in the screen play and cleaned a number of things up that I wanted to clean up; adding some depth, heroism and characters including an oriental microbiologist who will be important to the story even though he is in Memphis at the start which is the wrong place and I may move him up to the ohio river valley just to make his job harder.  A good writer must have the right amount of cruelty.
And so I swam and wrote and thought about a physics problem and wondered about signs.
And this is the problem that I was afraid I'd run into.  I have come up with several modifications and now I have to make them into both documents.  It is interesting because it is also part of the proof, having as it does to do with how neutrons work, how the weak force works, although the weak force is not really a thing in AuT.  Force is not, per se, a thing.
And yet it is electromagnetic in nature and AuT so requires in the proof; but it is more and less.
It is and is not the thing that holds the proton and electron together as a neutron.
And the idea that the dissolving neutron results in a proton, electron and neutrino and photon is also not exactly a thing, although things are done.
The problem with AuT is that it gets down to the level where there are things and it finds them different, in many ways more simple, in some ways more complicated.
I am not cut out for this
At the end of the swim, which was 1400 im, by the way (3x400 plus 1x200) and still only 2500 yards

I am continuing to provide updates on a new fiction book

Chapter2
The levee board main offices were on Tchopotoulis and from the top floors you could look over the levee and see the traffic.
Robert Muldow was looking over a chart of water levels and tapping his pencil on an ashtray with irregular lines and the words “world’s best dad” scrawled.  There was no smoking in the building so the words were partially obscured with binders and paper clips.  There was a knock on the door.
“Come in,” Robert called.
“Hey chief,” Norman Walker said as he came into the office. “You wanted to see me?”
“I have been looking over the reports from Baton Rouge.   They are saying the floods last week in the Ohio River Valley are going to raise the level there another two feet.”
“I heard about it.”  When Robert raised his eyebrow, Norman added, “My cousin is an engineer up there.  Sort of the family business.”
“What do you think  about it?”
“I have never seen the river this high for this long,  but unless there is a hurricane, we should be fine.”
“There is a storm off the coast of Miami.  It may turn this way.”
“We had better hop it doesn’t.”
“Hmmm.  I don’t want to take any chances.  Open up the spillways.”
“How far?”
“Far enough to keep the water levels where they are now.”
“We could flood the 9th Ward.  If we do that, there would be hell to pay.”
“We need to keep it below that level then, and call the Mayor.  I don’t like the way this is shaping up.”
“I will work up the numbers and we can go over them.”
There was a noise and they turned to the still open door.  Marge, one of the secretaries from the first was there.  “We have a King cake for Patti’s birthday.  Do you want to come down?  I could bring you some up here.”
Robert looked at Norman who cocked his head inquiringly.  “I think the numbers will wait a day or two.  Let’s go sing happy birthday.  I’m feeling lucky and I want to get the slice with the baby.”

 I was overcome not by guilt

which I feel to a greater not lesser extent
but by love and passion
it was so great it was unbearable
to love someone that much
is unbearable and unnatural
logically, I said to myself
take your mind off the body
examine your feelings
it is a hard thing to do
I understand it
there is a love of your life
there can be more than one I think
I am someone who follows logical threads
who takes things and remakes them accurately
but I am also a slave to emotion
I allow it and embrace it
I think you should kill me
by taking the advice of the signs
but I also think we should work this out together
because love is more important than science
in some ways
because if you survive and don't have love
then all you have is science
and in a universe run by science
that means there is no purpose to the science
except to be scientific

the case against success

I have been watching the sun come up since 515 this morning.  As I look over the post below, it is two hours later, the light has moved far down from  the tree tops almost to the level of the fence in some cases.   It is still muggy, but not hot yet.
My half cup of coffee is almost gone.  It will be missed, although I am thinking about leaving coffee as I am thinking about leaving all these things.
I am in a unique place, one that is partially reflected in madness and partly in something that is not genius, but which could be in someone smarter.

I will find out a little more about my speech on Monday or Tuesday I hope.

Others are doing well in this regard.  there is an article below:
80 million dollars spent on the same tired old theories.
That being said, I did come up with some other issues for fusion reactors based on the AuT model which have nothing to  do with pre-aut science, but which open a facinating gateway into the process.  It is not a new gateway, in fact it is already set out in much the right language, but it is something that is so slight but important a difference that I had to write it down before I could relax this morning.

I swam and have normalized now the 1200 in the form of 3x4 im workout.  I still only did 2400 yards; but it is a process, a marathon as it were and not a sprint and while I am 1100 yards from a really good swimming workout, it seems to be a good holding pattern given all the other problems I have and I have swam, etc.

My ancient car purchase passed its first inspection test.  I am not sure of it yet, that requires 20,000 miles of operation in its present form at which point it will have served its purpose, but I actually like it even though I am not convinced of the overall wisdom of the endeavor.  Until things turn around a little which they may not, this is the way to go; taking chances on the future. 

TechCrunch: A Boston startup developing a nuclear fusion reactor just got a roughly $50 million boost. https://techcrunch.com/2019/06/27/a-boston-startup-developing-a-nuclear-fusion-reactor-just-got-a-roughly-50-million-boost/

The risks I am taking are dire, extreme even; but required if I pursue the dream that only a fool would ignore.  It is more than a dream of fusion and fame, wealth and wisdom; I am working towards a lifestyle change from charade to happiness.  At one moment it looks very close at another it seems further away.  It boils down to changing only a little, but the swimming is a symptom of things.   Right now I have my life laid out, everything is easy.  Well, it would be if I would go back to my profession which would be an admission that I must slog out the rest of my life in drudgery after a fashion.  It is hard to abandon that for a dream, what might well turn out to be a fantasy, there is a lot of evidence in that direction; what appears to good to be true....

If I can convince the world of my fusion reactor model, that might help, its hard to imagine it would not amount to pulling the trigger and perhaps that is days away, not weeks, but it remains to be seen.

Articles like this one are problematic and I need the experts who are out there to throw their weight behind what is a pretty simple project, the math being so solid that I was able to put forth the basic model, albeit with some interesting changes recently that I have yet to fully reconcile in my head.

Speaking of reconciling stuff in my head, I saw on the news this morning that the president walked into N. Korea and dragged the dictator of that country back into south korea, probably to get a decent cup of coffee, which is a good thing to go  with a lot of the goofy things that are otherwise done.  Meanwhile, of course, europe burns, so the question is one of balancing an important diplomatic show against the end of  the world.  But give credit and critisism where it is due.

It is humid but cool this morning.  I should swim, it would be almost cold, but I am not up for that transition yet.  That comes later in the summer when the heat is so bad it is the only way to swimout of doors.

I have not shaved in a few days.  I look like one of those cartoon shipwreck  characters.  While I am exercising, my body seems to have largely shut down in other ways.  The dizziness that was pretty awful yesterday seems better this morning.  Typing this is probably not a great idea; but life goes on and tomorrow is the first and I have to add the patent information I developed today and file the patent tomorrow which spells out fusion as much as it can be without drawing the exact process out.

I have been thinking about the future quite a bit because I have decisions to make.  Of the 3 big cases I have been working on, I have decided against one, consider another to be unlikely and the third seems to be in some sort of limbo.  There is still a lot of work out there for me, but the short run seems a little off kilter and too dependent on others.   I seem to have set up some priorities for myself that are spinning away from the mainstream, possibly too far from it.  The several opportunities that have come up in that regard over the last few days have largely been ignored in favor of the grand gesture that is science.  That is, at present I fear, the opposite of making a living.  While I have an entirely reasonable budget of time and money, it appears out of sync with a long term vision for the future.  A great deal hinges on third parties who I will probably not speak to before I get back from the Northeast which puts the horse and cart in a confusion of geometry.

I have finished another rough chapter in my book, but this post is about my physics to some extent and the most recent chapter and title of a submitted peer review paper is worth considering in its stead.

Title
The Case Against Time
Abstract

Articles should spark debate and cause a stir; preventing the tendency towards inaction and scientific lethargy. 
This article presents the case for time as a dimensional result, separate from change, and not a fundamental dimensional feature.
Dimensions arise from Iterated base equations which give rise to fractal results.  We do not see the mathematically clear process, because it is hidden by a false dimensional feature, we call time. Time acts like a glass reflecting reality blocking the underlying mathematics behind the glass.
Algorithm Universe Theory (AuT) is an easily examined and reproducible model which defines the universe with applications to force, mass, energy and observed structures including a new view of fundamental particles, atoms, the periodic table, molecules, and black holes.  It defines gravity, how it arises and how it relates to other forces and how they arise sequentially. 
It builds from basic mathematical observations to complex structures.
This is presented one step at a time, so I caution you to follow observed mathematics which are irrefutable, being nothing more than mathematics.  The conclusions reached show that AuT is verified by observed results, fractal design and logic.
This short paper is designed for readers with a minimal understanding of Quantum mechanics and fractal mathematics 
Published papers can be found here: https://gmfpc.com/aut-details
I would suggest you watch at least the first, shorter of these two so you will have an overview of the theory.
The Denver 12-minute video: https://youtu.be/yczljGjPDYE
USA PowerPoint link: https://youtu.be/EjVR26KtAgo

take me to a black hole chapter 1

No exercise yesterday, foiled by the weather.
Skyrocketing blood pressure, so many floaters in my vision it looks like a black snowstorm.
Ah, life; such a wonderful gift; so short, so full of things, so predictable in its outcome.
woke with a headache
slept a little too much, but at the same time I was up all night
Next week, the plan is to file one last provisional and then to file a utility the first week of august
I weighed in at 176.6 pounds.
How is that even possible?  I do not know.  Perhaps it is the high blood pressure pushing the rest of me downward.  It is saturday, do I diet?  Hardly, that would not help since the problem is probably with a messed up digestive system under too much pressure.  Instead I make a hearty breakfast bagel and even add a little hot sauce to the eggs.
It will fuel my swim later if the weather cooperates, and something else if it does not.
There cannot be black holes made in a lab, and yet we are made of the stuff of black holes.
Articles like the one at the bottom of this page are therefore so much nonsense.
That being said, AuT fusion, that is to say real fusion, requires an understanding of what they are doing.
You see MIT is spending a fortune, 80 million dollars without even knowing what they are doing.
That is why eventually everyone will adopt AuT and they will say, see what we've done, when we know all they are doing is copying me, the least of god's servants.
It happens, in a universe governed by irony, it is required.

The idea that AuT is like what Marshall Medoff is to compare apples to rotten apples.
It would be as silly as comparing AuT to Einstein to some extent.
Neither is what AuT and Aut is neither of those..
Marshall's work is impressive, practical and brilliant.
AuT is nothing more than an explanation for phenomena that is fairly obvious.
It is less, but it is also more.  It is less practical, although a working fusion reactor will change that, but it is more because it is fundamental science and not something effective.

I have to take my new, and somewhat very, very old car to the shop to see how long it has to live. But first I will share this post.

Occasionally I leave my complaining and scientific considerations aside and do something that is just for the sake of entertaining myself, which I like to call my writing hobby.
And occasionally, I share my newest work with my readers, and thus you get the first chapter of my newest undertaking....

New orleans flood zombies

“The river’s up 13 feet above normal,” Captain Memphis held the wheel loosely, but muscular shoulders rippled like the river.  He looked over the broad expanse of river.  Releasing the wheel with one hand he pointed towards the shore.  “If it rises another 12 feet it would top the levee and flood the city.  In the background was a near constant chatter on the radio.

“How likely is that?” the woman asked nervously.  Vicky was a visiting biology professor from Boulder.

“Not very.”

“This river is huge!”

“Here, below the bridge, it is almost a mile across.  It gets pretty narrow at Lake Itasca it is 20 feet wide, it’s almost 2 miles where we came in.”

Its 200 feet deep and it moves between 200 and 700 thousand cubic feet per second (7,000–20,000 m3/s, so there is a hell of a current here.  The zombie is an ocean going tug that develops 10,000 horse power in each of two engines which allows it to push these barges up against the current.  The current is only 3 miles per hour here, but that volume of water at that rate packs an unstoppable momentum.  You can do the math, the total area of the barge times 3 miles per hour.”

Vicky looked back at Memphis.  She admired his coolness.  She was wearing what one of the mates had called “slops” as was Chris and the other students.  When they were fished out of the gulf of Mexico  when the small charter boat which had taken them out to get samples of bacteria from the dead zone that was forming in the gulf started taking on water and sank. 

When the barge dropped a boat, there was nothing but relief because she was more terrified for her children than anyone else.  She had been a little less relieved when the small, overloaded skiff had pulled up to the back of the barge which towered over them and the words “Zombie” over “City of New Orleans” painted over the roughly painted iron hull.

But she had calmed down with the coffee and water that was liberally served along with a surprisingly good soup with fresh bread. 

“What’s going on up there?” Chris asked.  Chris was one of the students that had been picked up at the mouth of the river when the small boat they were on had begun to sink.

“What indeed,” the captain said with a hint of false casualness as the chatter over the radio began to rise to a fever pitch.

http://www.popularmechanics.com/science/a22561/laboratory-sized-black-hole/

is this art or science?

After a short 2000 yard swim with only 1200 im, yes, falling apart here with only a 750 yard warm up and a 50 yard warm down; I did three sets of weights and a less than stellar bike ride where I took every conceivable way to minimize it, including jumping in the pool to cool down afterwards.
It is storming nearby, the storm torn clouds are dark against the sky.
I am tired.
It is a frustrating way to live right now.
I worked a little bit to organize the next two books I am writing.
I finished my presentation slides and sent them in even though I have till Monday afternoon.
It is nice to be able to concentrate on the next patents, the pct, one last provisional perhaps, the utility which I could also file now, I am that close.
This will involve the expenditure of an estimate 5 gs which is budgeted already.
There is also the matter of 3 gs budgeted for travel to ny;  most of which is already spent perhaps.  it will be good and bad to get away from everything.
I wonder if I will be in time to save the world.  I have worked hard, but I dont know how much longer Iwant togo on alone.  I have proven most of the points.
The patent claims are complex and some have markush aspects that go on for pages, perhaps two, in a way not previously allowed but somehow everything needs to go in there and I think I can get close to the 3:20 if I go this route and clean things up later when the money is there to find help.

So I am working on physics, star wars science, and I am looking for an image, and I get to this.

https://boingboing.net/2018/05/25/the-empire-strips-back-star.html
That is something more is also starwars science after a fashion.   Weird, but science and it looks to be largely professionally done, if silly.  I would buy a ticket I think, for the sake of my project if nothing else.

I am tired, too tired to continue this way.  Tomorrow is another day.

still on slide 1

I am not happy.
I felt like I was going to have a heart attack swimming and had to stop at 20 of 24 of my first 400 im.  I was gasping for air.  Not sure if it was a lack of sleep, the pressure I'm under, old age, the high water temperature or swimming in the sun.
After recovering I swam 3 more 400 ims so that I did 2500 yards with just under 1600 im, but my heart hurts even now and I feel I must make some arrangements for continuity of my project.  Hopefully by New York, but I will have to see.
I can only hope to make it that for.
This post is to get this one article off my list of unpublished posts.
There are, btw, hundreds of unpublished posts.
Some are only an article and some are pages of typing
some insightful, some little more than random words
I think i typed yesterday that my physics are the equivalent of a masters, phd and post doctoral thesis in terms of research and results.
If you want the litany of what it is, it appears somewhere is past posts.
But despite answering all the questions that AuT answers, I get mocked by experts in theories that dont matter, followers of obsolete nobel prize winners.
And yet, to succeed regarding this undertaking I have to build something I did not even have a specific model for a year ago.  Yes, I had the science for it, but not the design.
I saw conceptually the process, but now I see the steps, but how to accomlish them.  That I can do this and that the first slide shows this, that is something and it has to do with the pictures that appear, but it is a riddle for now, because I cannot talk too much about the specifics, but when you look at the first slide you see fusion, so look again and tell me what you see...or don`t.  You are both the most relevant thing and irrelevant to me.
Ahhh, that is so crucial to this undertaking, a  reason for it is not important, a way to do it, that is important.
I have another patent to filel between now and July 8 and I have to have the utility finished in two forms. One is a minimal document of 15 pages.  That one is nearly impossible, but has to serve the purpose of the pct for now.  It well may violate that rule, but it is a target.  I have begun work on it.  I could be nothing more than the claims and  a few drawings; because it can reference the larger works, but it will be something else.
Then there is the way the universe directs me.  Sometimes it gives me key insights and then I will be attacked, by bugs, people, insanity and the feature given will be taken away, only to resurface in some other form later or perhaps to be lost forever.
https://flipboard.com/@flipboard/-when-will-the-mississippi-come-for-new-/f-e9f7d337ac%2Fslate.com

So everyone says I should not be insulted by the comparison that insulted me.  It is not because of the financial success of the parallel, but merely because of the difference in science.  I suppose that makes me as much of a snob and as defective as everyone else.
I need to move to the mountains, I think the heat is killing me.  Or perhaps it is being away from you.

global warming and quarks

So yesterday I did the two and half 400im thing, although it was really closer to 3.  I now realize it should have been 3 (only another 4 strokes of fly which is really nothing) and it was essentially 3.  But of course it wasn't 3, it was 2 and 20/24ths.  what was I thinking?
Anyway, can you swim 1 400 im?  I'm just saying.
Anyway, this post is not really about global warming although it has a link at the bottom. Since AuT can theoretically control both gravity and the earth's magnetic shield it says a lot about why everyone should be supporting AuT or at least trying to get in with it.  When you are all dead, I will say I told you so, of course I will be dead; so I'd better say it while I have the chance, ay what?

So I have a lot that is coming out of the patent because it is science.  I was offended, btw, today to be lumped in with non-scientist inventors.  That is not the case.  AuT represents 7 years of intense study into physics and math and rewrites not just particle physics, but existence as we experience it.
It is the equivalent of a two years master degree, followed by a two year PhD followed by 3 years of post doctoral work, but that is trivial because AuT was able to thread the needle from beginning to the end, not the beginning of time, but the beginning of dimension.
Bah, humbug.
And it defines why no earth bound fusion reactor work and how to fix them.
This is the problem with the scientific elite.  It is not that they are not smart fellows, but just that they are too conceited to realize that science is in the eye of the scientist and if my math and physics is better than theirs, which it is, who is the one to judge the other.

Well, obviously I am the one to be judging everyone else and to find them all wanting, but let's get to the point.
            
Comparing the SM with AUT is not logical, but a short discussion is worthwhile.

            The standard model looks something like this:

            Quarks 6

            Leptons 6-electron and 5 others

            These are the illusory particles of the standard model.

            Forces are limited to 4.

            Pre AuT doesn't have a place specified for gravity because it doesn’t look at the dimensional steps giving rise to the force.

            EM is given the value of light.

            It is said to be responsible for all of chemistry but as we know in AuT, chemistry is largely a ct4-5 phenomena although the role of ct3-4 is significant since it makes up not only light but the lower forms of matter up to the neutron multiple hidden variables lie below the T6 state.

            The "strong" force ties quarks together protons and neutrons under the SM.

            Under the newest strong force theory of AuT, there are two forces at play (which gives rise to the mistaken idea that all chemistry is EM.

            The first type is the EM type and reflect ct3 alignment on the 16 information arms sequentially going from one arms to the next, e.g. 11 to 12 to 13 to 14 and so on as the alignment increases.  We view this as electromagnetic wave forces remembering that "charge" forces (ct2 alignment onto ct3) is a big part of this since charge is seen as a part of the electromagnetic spectrum even though it arises from pre-time phenomena.

            Recent AuT theory (and modeling) is that the strong force represents "jumped" compression according to the rule of 3's and particularly between t12 and t16.  It could easily be looked at as the rule of 4's, but 3’s is used to reflect its origin in the 3:4 hinge to compression state ratio depending on how you look at these hinge features.

            In the case of ct3, this jump is a 3,6,9,12 jump.  In the case of ct4 it is 4,8,12,16 and is the theoretical basis for the electron (see the prior post for a detailed discussion.  

But we will all be dead, more or less.  At around minute 22 their are some great graphics showing the end of modern coastlines, but the point is missed that you don't just lose coastline, you create interior bodies of water which are signficant.
So why in this blog?  Because they talk about exponential growth which is a lot of what AuT is about.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvqY2NcBWI8

At about 1 hour they start showing not just what cities look like underwater, but cities going underwater.
At 1:03 they talk about property values in florida and how they work.

slide 1 continued

Yesterday I weighed in at my target weigth early and in the afternoon whch is typically not a good time to try for my target weight.
It says something about the weight of water.
I rode my bike and lifted weights and in this heat lost tons of water and I have a flat tire that looks like it will require a new tube, even though the old one was self sealing and is probably sealed now.  I don't know.
I can do that myself or I can do the deferred maintenance.  Decisions, decisions.
I was tired.  The crystalied stuff from the spider bites, the heat, hard exercise.  I fell asleep like I was dying but I feel better now.
I feel a sense of exhaustion, isolation which is dark and overpowering.  I wonder if other people like me feel the same thing.  It is selfish, it doesn't let anyone else in.  It causes me to shrink internally even as I expand in strength physically, it is even worse when I am contracting.
Slide 1
I added a picture of something round, the sun.  What does round stuff have to do with spirals?  That is slide 4 now.  But a long time ago we started with something important.

This is one of the first pictures I posted.  Well, technically it was around 80, but it appeared with pictures like this one:

So a long time ago, 6 or 7 years ago,  I was drawing spirals and circles and posting them on this blog.  I did not fully understand it then, but I realized intuitively that somehow spirals and circles were the same thing and that circles came from quantum changes, not infinite changes.  I knew a long time ago when I was wandering the streets, alone and broken, and posting pictures like this one:

Walking with the other people who scare people like you at night because we have nothing left to lose, so we stare at rivers which are getting ready to overflow their banks and flood cities, like the madness that those of us who take the pictures feel.  Alone, cold and disconnected from the reality of others.

So slide one has a circle and spirals and it is right that it should, because nothing else explains both what is wrong with past fusion attempts and what is right about AuT.
I am editing the slideshow, so I suppose I will have to redictate it.  Then I'll post it again and I'll start all this over again.
Here is a section that I took out of the "new script:"
"This is not a Nikola Tesla type promise to tell secrets; I am not promising to give the keys to the underlying structure of the universe, I have already handed them to you.  The basic science is already published for peer review."  Like I said, I took this out, mostly.  Tesla was a gifted engineer, but he was something of a theatrical goof too.
But that is in slide 3 maybe, so i just put it here because i am taking it out and i can do whatever i want in my blog.
i can lie to you, i can tell you the truth; sometimes I can tell you what I think is the truth and that is a lie.
There is so much nonsense in the news
What else is shown in the first slide.
It is a definition of what energy is.  I am not going into that here, it is in the books, but it is shown that everything here is frozen in place.

https://phys.org/news/2019-06-path-reliable-quantum.html
This article shows that everyone except me continues to fly off in the wrong direction.
Because everything is on and off, the loss of on/off change is the same one that 7 years ago I was looking at with spirals and circles as I realized that space had to have quantum origins, even though I did not have the modeling down for it yet, even though I did not understand the role that quantum change had to play, how it rendered time and dimension as Planck saw it irrelevant and imature and I was forced to step off into the darkness alone to watch for the flood that I know is coming and that no one can stop.