i weighed 174. something this morning I cannot remember what. I have been making the bagel, egg and whatever meat i could find things lately. they are delicious.
I swam...again. In something of a time and heat rut. Too hot to go to the gym. I will pay for that when I go back. 2500 yards today, it was sunny with a storm in the distance to the south and I watched it steadily come to me, ominous; but I finished my swim.
I finished the first draft of the grant application. weighing in at 31 pages but who knows how many of them are redundant. There is a lot to edit. I am waiting to see what type of help i am going to get with the numbers, designing my nail. It is interesting.
I went back in time today, around 54 years. We can all travel in time a bit, well I can anyway.
I have something in common with the photon, i cannot be two places at once. Well, once being a pre-time once anyway.
I cannot be all the places i need to be.
I cannot be the places i need to be for me at all.
I am in a weird place. I have figured out how the universe works below the level of thermodynamics. I worked out the solution to wave particle duality and then the answer to the twin slit anomalies.
I figured out what the Aristotle wheel rolled against
And yet, I cannot do for everyone that needs a part of what I am.
I cannot give the advice i need to give or get those who get what little advice i have to offer to listen.
The world crumbles around me.
I hold a life preserver, but too many people are drowning. I hold a life preserver, but no one believes in it.
In less than 30 days now, well a bunch of things happen.
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