The unfairness of this
To me
Again a break through
this one ironic
harmony, harmonic
will there be
love after all of this?
I don't think
that is the reward.
for me
I am just doing
what the universe
demands of me
demands of us
another realm opens
Another holiday season
without you
without meaning
my work advances
eviscerates meaning
I know what you have
what i don't deserve
despite myself I want it
a fat man in bathtub with the blues
I understand it all too well
i was in the hot tub tonight
always alone
a gigantic owl haunted the yard
its cries were unearthly
even for an owl
it made something primitive
in me fear the unknown
and there is little enough
of that left to me
all the visceral evolution
that cries out for you
i wanted to get out
it was only for a minute
to drain some of the anxiety
of a very long day
another major advance
Harmony, harmonics
in a life with neither
you were harmony
broken is the music
another comic thought
alien communications
i sound insane to myself
but maybe not
what would they say
what are they saying
if it can work
the breakthrough
real, almost obvious
in hindsight
like needing you
in hindsight
but before i could leave
a couple of calls
one to say things
were moving forward
a never end road
ending
the other to ask
how did things go
what am i supposed to do
when so much is going
forward, backwards
better, worse
and all that matters
is you who exists
only in hindsight
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