Random thoughts in December
it is unseasonably warm
I welcome it
a chance to get in some bike rides
to swim without freezing
at least as much
How meaningless the holidays
without you.
I am busy
There is a project due next week
along with the holiday stuff
which is meaningless
insert without you where appropriate
A meeting I should follow up
where did it go?
lost in the mail
Why was it so good
Was it trust
love
were we right to depend on either one
were we right not to fight more
about what we both knew
was it so wrong to need someone
to need to hear you out
instead of hearing silence
to want to share
life
death
Is it so terribly wrong \
to reach out
to need to reach out
Everything is wrong with this life.
Too much responsibility.
too little compensation
Too much knowledge.
What am i suppose to do with this
for certainly i feel compelled
to do something.
My task seems impossible
so why give me the knowledge to begin it.
I will certainly die with it
unfinished
so why make me start?
And why should I serve a universe
so cruel
as to hold you in front of me
and deny me you
Kacey Musgraves - The Architect (Official Music Video) - YouTube
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