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Sunday, March 1, 2020

A sense of balance

Yesterday I had a pleasant walk then swam 2000 yards in an open pool, 1000 im, but only 200 ims which are nice back to back, but not as impressive as the 400 ims that I am coming down from after a couple of months in a more limited swim environment.

I am preparing to go to Idaho, a trip which will almost certainly involve psychological if not physical aspects of the corona virus.  Oh no, we're all going to die again.
Death is viewed so much more cleanly in the Illiad where everyone has a speech to make before they are killed and the violence and sex is relatively graphic; but the main thing is that they accept its inevitability.  I'm close to where hector is killed and dragged around the city, I remember that much.  For some reason I thought he killed Ajax first, but that appears unlikely from the current perspective.

AuT broke the code, and by that I mean figured out the hidden variables in hidden variable theory and normally in my posts I spend most of my article discussion pointing out how absurd current science is compared to AuT.  In this issue things won't change much, but I will point out a couple of articles which are worth some interest.


https://www.bbc.com/news/science-environment-51669384
This is the "duh" article of the series whose only redemption is to show that AuT is right, a galaxy sized (or bigger) inflection point.  Enough said, read the books below for more info.


https://phys.org/news/2020-02-universe.html
This piece of pre-aut crap (the source tells it all because they actually have aut in their archives) talks about why there is matter and the search for new physics (aka their ability to figure out that they already have a submission of the science or that they read it) discusses the misconception of anti-matter.  AuT describes why there is matter and antimatter by defining the nature of compression and decompression.
There is, however, a tiny ray of validity to the question if not the reasoning of these "stone age" physicists.
First, AuT clearly shows the absorption and spew, hence the ability albeit rare, of the neutron to spew higher ct states.  Normally the neutron (for reasons sadly only in the patents) spews pre time states that are not charge obvious, but which give rise to the strong force effect.  For more on this order the books.  What they are seeing here is the equivalent of a black hole spewing a star which also happens occasionally and for the same reason, lower ct states can push out orbiting/partially absorbed higher states that are otherwise trapped.  Don't worry, they will catch up in time and claim someone else invented it, but we're already way past that.
In another place, they are talking about why fpix, a much better question.  There is some chick and egg thought here because the count naturally gives rise to fseries which may mean that there is some count pressure for fpix to exist to give rise to fseries or even from fseries before fpix.  It is a complex analysis, not complicated complex, but logically following a Stygian knot which I have sought, sadly, to most cut through like the doomed, young king Alexander.  There is a why there and a question on the existence of those things that exist without time which brings us to the next and final article to be discussed.



https://www.livescience.com/schrodingers-cat.html

And finally another "just plain wrong" article which shows the importance of AuT.

This article discusses the "superposition of states, with, for example, a 50% chance of being oriented "up" and a 50% chance of being oriented "down."" which is not a thing because like the top article they are merely in a state of compression or decompression and because there is a net effect in a system, like the large big bang system, they have a greater tendency in one direction or another, the average being a schrodinger approximation, an cat which is viewed only from a distance sleeping, is it alive or dead or both at once?  It's just asleep, but soon it will awake towards compression or decompression it matters not except in the AuT interpretation.

The article incorrectly states "quantum particles can be created in states that always correspond to one another — so if one shows an "up" orientation, the other will be "down" — a phenomenon that Schrödinger called entanglement." which is more non-sense, but is important because in aut there is a new feature that has been discovered, covered in patents only (sadly so you will not see it here) which explains this phenomena in a much better fashion.

Alas, the sadness that the failure to accept my work means it remains hidden from you.
A tear forms in my eyes, alas babylon.

Not enough?  Get educated:



Sunday, February 23, 2020

tippingpoint

my whole life is on the sharpest edge
on one side is an amazing new world
on the other side disaster
It would be like the tip of the finest pin
but there only appear two outcomes
success or disaster
An inflection point
All  of those who need to see this mighty new tool
Have only seen what was there a year ago
A lifetime in the science
I have everything they are looking for
but they haven't seee it yet
even though they must be realizing it is there

I fall in love easily
but not like this
I am impulsive
I create the razor's edge
if only you could know
how much i loveyou
perhaps it would be enough
but how could you or anyone undeerstand
even if let you go, just a little bit
losing you is unimaginable
it hurts the sinews that hold my bones together
it is an unnatural state
i cannot wrap my mind around it
it flutters like the torn advertising cloth
ripped apart in the wind
something unimaginable
the pain only possible at the breaking point
that is where i am and where i always have been
I long to reach out to you
for protection that i cannot ask for
but which i desperately need
i wrote you poems
i stole knonwledge from the gods for you
I have done that and i would do more
isn't that enough, I think now
you have done none of that
yet you demand more from me
and right you are
for the universe will not be happy
till i  am pushed past the tipping point
a blood sacrifice
all or nothing
one roll of the dice
by the one who has proven that randomness is an illusion
like your love

Saturday, February 22, 2020

of course

The indoor pool reopened and I have struggled through the workouts.  Yesterdays was both adequate, 2000 yards, and the worst in terms of im since I started, 600 and each of those 200's.  I have been extremely regular in this regard, stairs and weights, then two days of swimming and back again.
I had a heart rate on the stair machine above 130 and used the monitor to see what it looked like.

I have a problem, if I stop for a day, I feel like I can never make it up, so I strive to keep going and going and going.  And then there is you, and if I stop for a day I don't have the exhaustion to forget about you even for a few moments, I don't sleep; it is a physical pain deep inside soft tissue.

The article below reflects my frustration, of course you have it wrong, I want to yell, it's been available for you to read for over a year and a lot of modeling before that.  And yet I am making progress.  I have been contacted by and presented my model to scientists at the leading research institute in the world.  My core group of engineers who have taken the time to look at my work are more convinced than ever in its accuracy.

I am moving forward with even more immediate, practical and more complex modeling and applications.  I am going to be working on a speech in this blog, perhaps I will tape it this morning.

https://scitechdaily.com/gravity-mysteries-we-may-have-had-fundamental-nature-of-the-universe-wrong-this-whole-time/

“Scientific progress is serendipitous,” he says. “It often happens in a way that you don’t expect."

Losing you
I don't know if this is love or passion
I could argue for love
duration, the sense of friendship
but perhaps that is the detritus of our lovemaking
i know the solution
to spend enough time together to see
surely the passion would have to fade
in fact, after making love to you repeatedly
over the course of a too short night
there is a sense of enough
and in those hours that follow, what is left
the desire to talk to you
a strange loneliness when we separate
and very shortly thereafter, like buried coals under dry grass
the fire returns as hot or even hotter than it was before
there was not enough time
no opportunity for deeper feeling to replace
the cauldren
love cannot survive the fire
oh yes, it may be there under the ashes
but how can I believe it is the basis for these feelings
when all I want is to see you naked next to me
in all the contortions and places
which now seem empty.

Thursday, February 6, 2020

a paradox solved by aut and the true gravity

The weather has turned foul.
I did two days of swimming, stair and weights (going over 2000 stairs within the 30 minute workout); two more days of swimming and another day of stairs and weights, not getting as far with the stairs, but doing well with the weights and now the weather will force me into some non-specific undertaking, perhaps yoga, perhaps rowing, perhaps a day off.  Well turned out to be 30 minutes of rowing, half my workout.
Things are heating up on several fronts and new modeling is changing dramatically. This is particularly interesting because it is both exactly what the model suggests and different after a fashion.  What I would have hoped was further along, is more suggestive of what is observed at the ct3-ct4 level.
The article below is being funded 100,000 dollars to come up with what is already covered by the published articles of AuT.
If it helps you to answer the February question,  we've already done what this guy (https://futurism.com/massive-gravity-theory-universes-biggest-paradox) is getting paid 100,000 to do.  He can read any of the articles we published and get his answer making his job pretty easy.  What we're doing right now is applying this science to things like quantum computing and fusion.  He should do this and then split the 100,000 with us, anything else would be dishonorable.

In the interest of being a nice guy, I propose that he read any of the books below and split the grant money with me.

https://futurism.com/massive-gravity-theory-universes-biggest-paradox

And we're doing this on a level below the level where they are looking with math.
https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/a30705493/quantum-mechanics-brain-dumb-decisions/  The idea is that with ct1 changes ultimately controlling everything, even if we have some control over a transient period in time we are ultimately driven to where the ct1 changes direct us.





Saturday, January 25, 2020

7 years ahead of everyone and 2 pounds overweight

In near perfect conditions, after exercising for many days with a single day break and eating healthy, I still find myself almost 2 pounds above my target weight.  Will it never end?
two days ago I did 2500, including 1400 im, a new record of sorts.  It was necessary to burn off the stress of a hard day.  Yesterday it was 3000 or 6000 yards on the rowing machine, I forget which, in 30 minutes plus 2.5 sets of weights, some areas just would not open up.

One of my lead men suffered an injury that put him out of the game, the injury of my fellow man is mine.  There was a changing and clarification of rules, every good thing came with a burden.  Events and my mind are racing forward at ever increasing speeds.

This is the state of physics, in agreement, but 5-7 years behind us: https://bigthink.com/surprising-science/dark-matter-theory.  Like the MIT article, he is theorizing what we have already modeled.  Well technically the MIT group are still scratching their heads.  We're filing patents and grants on what he is theorizing without a model.  In 2012 I published a book with the conceptual model he came out with, although it wasn't till 2018 that all the holes were filled in and a lot continues to happen.

Our stuff has been published, much of it for 7 years and yet scientific prejudice is so high that even when they see it, they ignore us.  Our time is coming....


Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Meditations in times of anxiety

You have been there for a long time, 40 years.
I can remember the first time my eyes settled on you.
The earth, and therefore the universe, stopped for a moment
There is no way to tell how long, but there is no time without movement

Fifteen years ago, everything ended in flood
And you were there again, a phantom from the past
The whole world had turned to chaos around us
All dark, all destroyed, all beautiful because you were there

I almost died from anxiety 7 years ago
You were there when the old world died
But a new world, one with you it was born
And I looked on the destruction and on you and it was good

You left me over and over again
There were times when there was nothing
Not even the hope that you were somewhere
There was no place to turn so I did this

In times of great loss there are two paths
One leads nowhere, the other is enlightenment
A chance to cast away everything and see in what's left
if there isn't something more important to find

And so I took the only path open to me,
because i was afraid to find nowhere
And in the end everything came together again
as it always seems to do, despite the terror

I looked around again and you were gone
And then you came back after I found the light
The anxiety was still there, the fear just under the surface
But there was a light all around me because you were there

The time between the event and the now is where anxiety lives
And we all live between the event and the now
except when we are in the past
but we cannot long stay in the past, the now is jealous

How long can I wait for the event
As it gets closer the anxiety about it grows
How long can I live without you
Every moment seems to stretch on forever

Sunday, January 19, 2020

spooky action at a distance

I find myself mentally entangled with you.
I was up at 4am, sleepless; dozing till 5am when I undertook the first set of chores for the day.
I rowed for 30 minutes, falling just 60 yards short of the target in that time, but still short.  Then just two sets of weights.  It has been many days in a row without a break in exercise and I plan to swim today, outside in the near bitter cold to loosen weight tightened muscles.
How I wish your hands could sooth the hardened old muscle instead.
I have a big project which will take several hours and require much attention this morning, for now it is too early, too dark to begin, but that will change very soon, even though it is still early.

I moved a little closer to my concept piece.

Physics especially at the quantum level is famous for getting the right answer for the wrong reasons.

Observe: Albert Einstein famously said that quantum mechanics should allow two objects to affect each other’s behaviour instantly across vast distances, something he dubbed “spooky action at a distance”1

Physics is not about denying reality. It is about finding a suitable mathematical representation of that reality, one that not only describes reality accurately but can also be used to make sensible, verifiable predictions. Viktor T. Toth, IT pro, part-time physicist

The truth of entanglement is the lower dimensional sharing of lower ct information.  The entanglement of solutions which are closer to the information order sharing of ct3 which are shared, quite literally without a time component and hence at speeds which are only relevant once time is introduced.  They are, however, time limited in the sense that only so many pre-time changes occur when time is compared.  The number of these pre-time changes is huge.

There is another hidden truism, "vast distances" which must be differentiated from infinite distances.  In fact, the same limit issue with the number of changes during any period of time limits both the distance of near instant change; the entangled region of space affected by folding, greater for greater compression, etc; and the number of folds involved.

The article goes on to say "incalculable" complexity.  Again this is right for the wrong reasons.  The calculations themselves are simple, but they are so many that they are too complex to do except in the case of relatively simple solution.

Schrodinger, among others, has shown that they can be estimated and these estimates are used in science regularly.  The ability to get better estimates is built into the better math.

www.nature.com/articles/d41586-020-00120-6