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 There are two current historical foundations on which the FIP model is built from the 1900’s.  I will get to those in due course.

History remains important to understanding what is happening in the universe. The underlying logic of FIP first appears 2500 years ago in Greece. Parmenides and Xeno and paradox appear around 350 BC.  This is only a decade or two before Alexander marched into Persia.  When one understands how the universe functions, important events like these typically fall together in groups, see the energy of matrices.
The operation of the universe had a philosophical foundation Millenia ago, why was it not properly defined before now? It would be easy (and correct) to say that the evolution of the universe did not want it to be “invented” earlier, but there were no mathematical tools in ancient greece. I could transition to the 1900s here, but that would not give the ancients the credit they deserve.
I have a fiction book playing out in Parmenides' time, his life hanging in the balance for heresy. Speaking of foundations, the first patent on applications of FIP, AI says might be worth trillions of dollars, issued this week. We’ll see how that goes. I digress.
While foggy, there is a relatively clear picture from 350 BC. Less clear is whether there is an earlier origin, perhaps with more math. The existence and meaning of the Swastika from 3000 BC suggest a 5000-year-old recognition in the form of these Indus Civilization spirals (ICS).
The Indus (ancient India) gave us Swastikas, dating 3,000 BCE, 2500 years before the Greek origins of FIP. What did the Indus Valley Civilization know? The 4 arms of the Swastika, at right angles, are said to represent cyclical motion, symbolizing the nature of life, the universe and cosmic order. The right facing version represents the sun, life and positive energy, while the left facing version,sauvastika, represents night, and “the tantric aspects of Kali,” aspects transcending the physical. Goddess Kali embodies time, transformation, the destruction of ego in favor of deeper truths. FIP concepts of compression and decompression are transformation. Time and deeper truths are facets of FIP, the destruction of ego is an unfortunate result.  FIP "MI" overlapping spirals look much like the Indus symbols and the inquiry continues. MI spirals (overlapping Fibonacci spirals) are named for "Indian Method" (MI reflects Fibonacci’s European adjective placement) which is the term used by Fibonacci for the series which originated from the study of Indian mathematical artifacts.
Intriguing connections and their passage through Italy and Germany in relatively recent years are largely lost to time, but we see the connection of events coming up as they did for Parmenides and Alexander). Fibonacci was far before the Nazis if one looks from the 1700’s forward, not so remote from the Nazis if one look from the perspective of the 5000-year-old Indus civilization. The available word count grows short.

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Addressing things

 I am very tired of you breaking things off 

and then blaming it on me.

Does not mean I don;t deserve the blame

I can't say the right thing

or the appropriate thing

I think of graveyard services in the snow

and I just want a picture

Of you

In the snow

 mourning 

and why

it would be so rare 

so so tragic 

I'm not ready to suffer

It's my brother's birthday

among other things

I missed lunch

I'm still not hungry

all nerves

I walked the day before

Today 

an advertised snow storm

the cold kept the golfers away

i had my private park

all to me and the dog

the sky did not hint of the storm coming

it was the bluest

most beautiful sky

it reminded me of your eyes

although not exactly the blue

and not like the sky at all

but a beautiful color

that I don't see enough of

to mourn

Their passing

1.19.25 Sunday

 I do a lot to make something 

that has never worked work.

Mostly it's what I don't do 

that haunts me.

I Wonder What She's Doing Tonight - Tommy Boyce & Bobby Hart - YouTube   I like this version of the video.

My life is confusing

inconsistent

illogical

unreal

to me

I read some poems by Mary Oliver 

in her book devotions

They are not unlike my posts

Better for sure

Bur she doesn't spend as much time

trying to figure out how the universe works

faux spiders and swastikas

or trying to save humanity

with technology

that says there is no reason

or maybe she does

I have no idea

yesterday i found how shocking

a few words can be

but we already know that

j' accuse

that's it

let's try

love

hate

together

apart

did the person 

who invented writing

just want an accounting

the rosetta stone

or was "they"

trying for something else

to capture a moment

a thought

and hold onto it

long enough

to tell someone else

1.4.25 The first Saturday of the year

Really?

You have to be kidding me.

But I shouldn't be surprised

And it really makes no difference

You would be there anyway

All the time

Every day

These hard days

psychologically

financially

medically even

life hangs in the balance

death is stable

the only permanent part of the set

perhaps something will change this year

but nothing changes

Almost, almost this time

I changed things

But to what purpose

What does it matter if

things change

if I am dead

or you are alive

A puzzle with half the pieces missing

may have some value

but it is very different

than the value if it is complete

I work

I wait

I despair

amazed at what is missed

at willful ignorance

at prejudice

pomposity

sitting in shadows

waiting

for a light

or a more complete

darkness

12.28.24 The last Saturday in 2024

 It is the last saturday of the month, of the year.  It could well be the last saturday of time.  But for now it is the last Saturday of 2024.

I did a good turn which was expensive in the only commodity I have. It left me exhausted and there was much of the commodity spent.

I believe that it is too late, but I may be wrong.  You can never tell about these things.  I have trouble believing how much I have spent on others with no return.  It seems to be such a waste.  I do not want a tombstone, but if one is forced on me perhaps it should include the words regret and anger.

I don't know, maybe passion and stupidity too.

Thankfully, I don't want a tombstone, because there would be a wicked mess written on it.  A lot of random words and phrases.  I hate you, i love you should probably be there somewhere.  If everyone is stupid, I suppose that means that I'm stupid too.

Maybe a few equations and something that explains what the equations are all so stupid.  How they anger me.  How I regret the decisions that I blame on the equations.

I am Ozymandias, king of kings, look on my works, you mighty, and despair, I think it goes something like that.  there was a guy who knew how to write a tombstone. https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/46565/ozymandias

https://youtu.be/aDtbhOXCl1E?si=i1O3wABJKrsziLYW

Christmas Eve 5am

 Urania

That appears to be the Greek muse

I dreamt of you

of being with you

in my dreams 

things were not right

but they were where they had been

I stopped

short of where 

I wanted to go

even in my dreams

I stopped myself

from realizing my dreams

It is dark outside

I lit the tree

to hide my desire

we never had

our tree

our winter vacation

a moment

when it was 

just us

everything vanished

with you

but never

was it gone

oh Urania

how do i live

without you

i have

the greatest purpose

and it means

nothing

love endures

responsibility survives

i wish nothing

the happiness of others

of you

my dreams

tell me 

i am lying

moments

The architect; 12.21.24

Random thoughts in December

it is unseasonably warm

I welcome it

a chance to get in some bike rides

to swim without freezing

at least as much

How meaningless the holidays

without you.

I am busy

There is a project due next week

along with the holiday stuff

which is meaningless

insert without you where appropriate

A meeting I should follow up

where did it go?

lost in the mail

Why was it so good

Was it trust

love

were we right to depend on either one

were we right not to fight more

about what we both knew

was it so wrong to need someone

to need to hear you out

instead of hearing silence

to want to share

life

death

Is it so terribly wrong \

to reach out

to need to reach out

Everything is wrong with this life. 

Too much responsibility.

too little compensation

 Too much knowledge. 

What am i suppose to do with this  

for certainly i feel compelled 

to do something.

 My task seems impossible 

so why give me the knowledge to begin it. 

I will certainly die with it 

unfinished

 so why make me start?

And why should I serve a universe

so cruel

as to hold you in front of me

and deny me you

Kacey Musgraves - The Architect (Official Music Video) - YouTube