NLT the next step Part 11-Rate change in sequential Creation

It is sad to think that evolution found it necessary to progress to the point where you can only love one person at a time, but sometimes it seems like I cannot move on and I wonder if it is evolution or some aspect of affection.  Or is there something tied into the universe, where if two specific people find each other there is some special bond.  It seems unlikely, but NLT suggest many unlikely things are possible.  It is like there is some barrier, something personal, that the right person can cast over another.  Don't confuse sex with love, they are different.  And of course, none of this means anything, if we are all just mathematics, but it makes me wonder if I can ever truly move on.  What am I supposed to be holding onto?  You are already gone.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8o_C50JFkc

Eventually we will get to page 19 and the basic equations of NLT although we already have a substantial body of theoretical math.

STEPPED TRANSITIONS: One question of linerity is why don't forces cancel out the corresponding dimensional aspects and take everything back to this non-linear state?  One answer suggested by the math so far is that Forces (F) are from a lower dimensional state.  That is gravity, which effects CT1 dimensional characteristics is a CT0 force, Photonic energy which is a feature of CT2 is a CT1 force characteristic, a CT1 negative time.  This would envision an uneven transition, things down't just split into their component parts, they split into a dimensional character and the force characteristic lags behind pulling on the dimensional characteristic, but not strongly enough to pull it back to its prior force (although with CT5, gravity seems to be winning over most of the other forces in terms of concentration.

This would be, in terms of our three dimensional world, a little like saying we are affected by another dimension; but the truth is that NLT doesn't have dimensions.  We are an illusion, a projection of NLT and hence limitations on what happens in our universe would not apply any more than the light passing through the film projector affects the film that breaks it into its component wavelengths.
In a very rough sense, the equation NLT=T+(-T) might look like this: NLT=T1-(-T0); T2-(-T1), etc.