dod 66

My favorite place to eat lunch is closed, the world is wildly tilted on its acid.  Today started out grey and the work continues on the project which is daunting.

Getting sick in earnest. A strange soreness in my legs from not walking in the mountains. 

Have difficulty fighting through the symptoms of anxiety,  not sleeping even though problems are manageable maybe for years if I ignore certain business expenses, sell property or get funding, all of which are possible. 

The work is progressing,  too slowly especially with this slow moving cold. Took a pound of vitamin c, couldn't hold anymore. 

Discussed separation again tonight but it is a very inconsistent approach. No word on the return to new Mexico, only a few weeks of time loses meaning. 

Tiring. Nothing on the paper but the appeal is any time after the 16th which is something of a function of of I get sick or not. 

So much to talk about but who will be there to hear it or care about it?

I have these terrible thoughts hoping you are having fun moving forward, sleepless hating it.