I have been engaged in calls and will continue to do so for the rest of this week, a surprisingly busy week.
I still have to finish the write ups and there are essentially two weeks with a holiday in the middle. I have been taking steps in that regard.
It is Monday, I did not exercise today, except to walk the dog and do a few yoga moves, nothing that could be called a workout.
My mind was not on my efforts and in truth I had a fair run of good workouts and it was very cold. Walking the dog was more of a pleasure than a chore given how tough the days have been.
I thought of several responses and none of them added anything so I failed to come up with anything different. Am I finished with that? I'm not sure. The problem is that I cannot offer the defense I want, because it is unfair. I won't say it isn't right, to some extent it is right, but its not really a defense, its not an explanation; its a question of the future.
It has not been an easy year for anyone. I'm not sure what next week holds, much less next year.
So things are happening and now I need to see what is going to happen. I won't apologize for my needs as long as I'm working hard towards a better future. I am not saying its right, it is what I need to do.
So I am going to take a deep breath and go on this week, working as hard as I can to do what I need to do and I will see if there is some answer I can give.
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