6 days and 43 days The younger generation 1929

I am very confused by the post below, but that needs to wait.

I am a little surprised by how close my move out west is.   43 days?  Hardly seems possible it was so far off before.  I have had to act in earnest to prepare and begin logistics.  I now wonder if the information sent to SNL went out too late.  I suppose that doesn't matter so much.  There is much to do.  I am almost ready and probably will before Monday send out the second edition of the NPTE.  That and the details to the SNL document require another provisional which will mimic the last one and not be too long I hope.

I wonder how much rougher wrestling was in the original olympics as opposed to those current one given the results in the olympics.  It is a nearly pornographic sport; perhaps only saved by obese power of the participants.

The window I am working in ends in September.  Since I plan to have everything finished for the provisional next week that doesn't affect me much.  I have a significant amount of work to do on it before then.

The coffee is good this morning.

I slept last night, the first time in several days, although only one day was only till 2AM.  I woke at 2 worrying it was happening again; but then it was 530 and I knew that I'd gotten a full nights sleep.  You were there in a way that told me that finding someone else was not what I wanted, although it was in the way of dreams, unsatisfying and ambiguous.

I have to start thinking seriously about swimming when I get out west.  This is complex since the 15 minute drive to the pool while not inconsistent with the past challenges my current abilities in terms of energy and time.  If I can find a used endless pool that would be better although perhaps then they would find my bloated body in a pool in the desert.  It would be a fitting end.

There are a couple of pools, access and hours remains questionable; but I am aware of them and probably will not cross that bridge till I get to it.  I wonder if I might be able to get a swim in on the way out...

I must crush those thoughts.  What awaits is the future, for all my hope it remains dark and ominous.

In preparation I have submitted the second SNL documentation and have been adding to it at a fairly good clip.   Already it has taken shape in terms of functionality.  It is evolving so quickly I can barely take the time to type this.

In 1796-small pox vaccine was ridiculed.  How little we have learned in 220 years, we are certainly no smarter than we were immediately after the country was founded.

1/23/14

This is the second act of Fiddler on the Roof.
It appears to have been written first which makes it even more interesting than it would have been otherwise.
It's well written and poignant.  Someone needs to put it music although it has music in it.