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I slept in it was almost 6 before i got   up.  i stayed up late watching preping videos and dreamed of fighting pirates and in the end searching violently for the fountain of youth, all very strange and discomforting.

After watching those videos, it is unlikely i will make it through the day without buying a bag of rice.  We live in perilous times or at least they look that way.

The serious preppers have 100 pounds of guns and ammo, but none of them talk about having a shovel.  They plan on staying put for 3 months while everyone dies, but what are they going to do with all the poop.

I am convinced the most valuable item after the apocalypse comes (which hopefully it will not) will be the shovel.

The least likely project is not progressing, it means what is pending is one quarter less and answers are put off at least till may for an answer. The response to the request for information delayed this time to 3.25 inexplicably and for inconsistent reasons, the most likely and immediately critical remains a mystery  This does not change anything with the presentations nor does it affect the progress being made locally which is the bright spot for now.

The wind  howls but it was supposed to rain last night and did not.  it is colder here this morning and I've watched the temperature drop through the morning in vermont while the weather deteriorates.

Everything is discomforting.