I have determined that the only future for me is as a writer. This may mean there is no future for me, I understand. Certainly in this time, there is little room for a writer, but I will make a go at it if not of it. I have no less than 7 books which are finished to one extent or another and others with substantial work to do. And there are the 8 books of physics, although I rewrite them again and again. Book 3, 4th edition is taking shape even as I write this, it is writing itself, an artificial intelligence just like the one that will replace me; I have 7 or 8 posts that will take some time to finish and the audio book that will be built from the slideshows all are well underway.
I suppose there may be some future in the physics, you read this, all over the world you read it, but you never say stupidity or genius, but i see you and you come back to see what comes next. You could tell me, you could share this, you could buy the books that have such a limited audience. You could, but it is just silence, from Peru to Canada, from Russia to Nambia from Indonesia to Mexico, from the United States to the cold countries of the Netherlands and Sweden, from the British and Irish Islands to the the landlocked Caucuses you come and you see the underlying nature of the universe and then you leave with sharing or commenting. It is all very bizarre.
But we were talking about writing. Physics and non-physics.
It will not be the life I want or need, but it will not be a dead life, it is what I chose for the moment. It is the road less traveled for me and the only road that is open to me. Everyone around me will be destroyed by it, stand back and weep for those whose only mistake was to stick by me.
There are other paths, I see them clearly. I plan to take small steps towards them, but gingerly. What I will do is write and kill everything capitalist around me, to pursue a phantom, like all the other phantoms around me. The true communists in the world, if there are any, should appreciate this. If my physics gets accepted, maybe I should move to a socialist country and teach.
I am rewriting the Science of Nostradamus, adding detail, trying to make it a better book. When I get closer to the end I will put it here, perhaps. And I will solve the remaining problems in the universe, the list video will be next and if the nightmarish truth of the universe helps, then I will have done some good.
But you dont need my noble inner thoughts, you only want to hear what the demons have to say.
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