day 229

Weight 172.4
It is so quiet I do not know who I am.
I know more than anyone alive about fusion and time and the nature of the universe.
Now I know more about the structure of the Atom.
I am learning about fission.

All around me is ignorance.

fusion

https://asiatimes.com/2020/07/nuclear-fusion-the-easy-way/

https://arstechnica.com/science/2020/07/wave-particle-duality-in-action-big-molecules-surf-on-their-own-waves/

No one knows about duality because it does not exist.
Another illusion.

I know I should be finishing my next patent, a few hours is all it would take to finish it and it is finished enough already.
I should be writing fiction to support myself in my old age.

I am paralized by the quiet of the evening.  The storms are coming.
I can see what is to come, that comes from knowing how things work.
I can see it more clearly every day.
What clouds it are my needs.
They are not being met.

I am cloistered, is that the word?  Celibate in a very far reaching sense.  I am healing, I hope I am healing.  I am trying to heal.

The quiet has a ringing noise to it, just a blindness is said to have a blue background.
I have seen blindness, I will see it again.
I have hear the ringing of silence and know it is coming for me.

My eggs are in several baskets, but it is having faced down poverty that gives me the strength to face mediocrity; for that is what waits for me if I cannot get what I need to finish my project.
I have done enough, I have created two baskets, one of which is a cornucopia, the other...some sort of lifeline.

But I have taken all the other opportunity that was out there and I have waived it aside.
Now I wait more than I act.
I do not need much more than what I have to be mediocre, to live barely.
But I hold the keys to all of existence, how strange that they would have ended up in my hand.
I don't ask you to believe it, you can read this blog, you can go to the links, you can read my artlcles, my books, my videos, it is not something subject to doubt, it can  be verified and the math that I have done recently rims the truth in more certainty that was not needed, but it is there, for I have figured out the secret to the periodic table of the elements, not just its backbone, but the why of its levels of stability, what makes it noble.  And I do all of this in a weird obscurity because if I was somewhere else, they would bring me gifts, but they are afaid of me because I know too much, I prove they are frauds, I cannot blame them, because for all of my success, I am a fraud and I know why all men are frauds.

It is very quiet.

Day 225 of the apocalypse, insanity and therapy

I have been working at a feverish pace over various projects, managing despite no gym to do every part of exercise except a decent weight workout, and failing to do adequate core work.  That is despite having many opportunistic places, a fair set of home bar-bells and core work being so easy to accomplish.  Perhaps one easy day last week.

It is easy enough to blame it on the "low hanging" exercises, tying myself off to one end of the pool that is too small for laps, the bike rides where my near death experience of last month (was it June?) continues to keep me paranoid on the roads, perhaps a much safer rider especially considering the risks I took; none of which were being taken when the driver that ran me over cut across two lanes to hit the bike that was going in the other direction and could not possibly have seen it.
Just the universe reminding me that I work at its sufferance, because it wants me to finish my projects, not because I chose to.

I continue to weigh around 173 pounds, not yet getting any less, but not getting any more as diet and portion control continue to be observed, now being more and more vegetarian as the outside options dwindle due to both availability in this new plague and the cost.

I did weigh in under perfect conditions after a very hot ride, partially in the woods, 171.6 putting me within 2 pounds of my second and likely final target weight.

I have made signficant progress under a theorized, but previously unmodeled confirmation via the new atomic/galactic modeling.  It is extraordinary, eventually it will appear here.

I continue to be concerned about my ability to navigate through both the costs and complexity of pioneering patents.  At the same time, the development of the science continues at an exponential rate.  I really need to be able to pay my team; but being forced to do everything myself forces me to make the advances that I hint at here.

Indeed, the primary subject of this post is something that is an extraordinary proof of the model, but I will get to that.

Despite getting much of it done myself, the need to get funding to expand the patent process remains the biggest hurdle.  Nonsense projects (relatively speaking) continue to achieve unicorn status without the promise of either income or advancement.  It is hard not to be bitter, but I know that the challenges are increasing and not decreasing.  Having been given until May for the greater challenges; having little more to do now than continuing to file patents as developments come up; none of which are too far away from the refinement aspects of this pioneering endeavor, I should relax; but it is increasingly obvious that May is a mere 9 months away, the blink of the eye in these days of gyrating time frames as things crawl past and rocket past in a snap-shot blur of political, plague driven confusion.

There is a comet in the sky and a new age of physics on the horizon.

That brings me back to the new proof which takes the galactic and atomic forms and merge them.  The initial solutions were flawed when I made some errors using a diameter instead of a radius in some of the equations, something which may prove important as disclosing another feature if it proves out.  The accident yielding the deeper proof, in this case taking the initial proof and expanding it through the error of once removed calculation to the next level of decompression.  It is humbling, but not as humbling as the increasing need to fund the project into the national phase and to cover the costs of adequate prosecution.


https://www.pcmag.com/news/the-doctor-is-in-your-phone-7-online-therapy-services-to-try

SciTechDaily: Safe, Clean and Limitless Energy: A Landmark Plan for Realizing Fusion Power.

https://scitechdaily.com/safe-clean-and-limitless-energy-a-landmark-plan-for-realizing-fusion-power/

The following comes from Quora on general relativity and the standard model:

Einstein’s field equation for gravitation, an embodiment of general relativity:

Rμν−12Rgμν=8πGT^μν,Rμν−12Rgμν=8πGT^μν, 

The left-hand side of this equation represents a quantity formed from the spacetime metric, which determines the “deformation of spacetime”. The right-hand side of this equation is a quantity that is formed from the energy, momentum, angular momentum and internal stresses and pressure of matter.

The Standard Model of particle physics. It is a quantum field theory, what AuT would call an oxymoron, fields not being quantum.
A “quantum” quantity (or operator-valued quantity; Dirac called such things q-numbers). 
The left-hand side of Einstein’s field equation remains a “classical” quantity (Dirac called them c-numbers). 

The “hat” on top of the T represents the fact that it is a q-number quantity.
Here is where AuT changes everything:In the classical sense it is argued that the equation asks how many apples are needed to make an orange. 
Left hand numbers, right hand quantum features that are not numbers.
The solution is that both are numbers, and only AuT provides a clear, well defined path to that end, both by showing that space-time is numeric in origin and that classical quantum theory is a bunch of hoey deceived by time and the variables hidden behind it.
You don't need to replace "operator-valued quantity with its “average”" because precision is possible, if impractical.
The idea of expectation value, is changed at the quantum level by a value which is mandated by the amount of compression or decompression in the system under observation; but that might require averaging.

“Semiclassical gravity” works and AuT explains both why it works and what the exceptions observed exist in terms of average change in a matrix with pockets of change that are both observable and not close to the average.

All my old books are hopelessly out of date, one of a zillion things to do is issuing a new edition  by chrismas, the perfect gift.  Dont hold your breath.
I will add a link to the most recent time video next week, this is important, it is the first time anyone has ever been defined mathematically or accurately in any way.

Day 218 of the Covid apocalypse Selection Bias: Quarks vs AuT

I have stayed under 175 except hitting that number once this week.
The apocalypse continues, I know longer have to think about how to spell the word.
Even the wanker president is wearing a mask.  Progress.

I suffered to an unprecedented extent yesterday as I loved too deeply.   The choice of not loving at all seems reasonable if this pain is the alternative.

We sit on this top layer of rock, not even as secure as the virus that feeds on us, ready at any moment to settle down and have these thoughts of self importance and destiny.  Fly to the moon, to mars, go from a fly spec on one world to less than that on another.

AuT explains the weakness of our fever dreams in a way that is too painful by far, to honest by far, for us to comprehend.  It is no wonder my attempts to bring this science forward meet with such resistance, accepting it even though it is so terribly obvious means giving up so much.  I understand that this morning as I sat in pain waiting for words that never came, realizing how critical to my tiny little life a little reassurance was, realizing it was far too important to me.  It is worse than death which is a temporary sort of peace followed by varying degrees of impotence, I have lived pieces of a million lives and wonder if there is another one out there where I can find contentment for more than one night.

I have not been around much, weeks have passed since the last post, but still there are hits on this blog, one after another, because while the science is ignored by the ignorant, who after all ignored the crises of disease until it overwhelmed them, it is still recognized by readers for what it is and the few brave enough, or hopeless enough, to study it, understand.

Enough of that.

We'll touch briefly on two things, the letters are all broken up on this page and it is difficult for me to do more than a little work.

The first is this silly space time article.  If you read my work you know there is only dimensional change and that early dimensional change leads to the illusion of time as stop frame animation.  If you search my work (Algorithm Universe Theory) and find my youtube page, which you may find in prior posts, you can see a video on this.  I could give you a link, but a little effort on your part will not hurt.

https://www.vice.com/en_au/article/n7w3nw/ripples-in-spacetime-keep-revealing-bizarre-occurrences-in-space

I don't want to give you nothing today, so here are three pictures that show the compression fractal applied to a galaxy with surprising results.

I'd explain these but that would take me farther afield than I am ready to go this morning and if you understand the model, you can see where it goes.

There is nonsense out there and this nonsense comes fro Quora, "Quarks are fundamental particles. That is a given."  This is such obvious crap.  There are no quarks, the drawing above is the proof of the pudding after a fashion, the fractal model which starts with something, but nothing like these enormous quarks of fantasy.  The only way they can be anything is to say that quark=fractal stable state which would be entirely different, the difference in the electron as a "quark" and what an electron actually is.

"our universe has six quarks, but four are just heavy carbon copies of the first two, which means that they are unstable, decaying into lighter particles. So that leaves the two: the up quark and the down quark."

What a load of meaningless jibber-jabber.  Up, down, in out, when these terms mean nothing, color, etc, and it goes on to talk about "electromagnetism as one of three fundamental interactions along with weak and strong when all of the "forces" align only because they reflect different stages of fractal compression, just as the drawings above, those might as well be called three different forces even though they are only the same drawings at different scales.  Indeed, that is a perfect analogy of the stupidity of the prior art.

More nonsense, "the strong interaction works... has three charges (whimsically labeled after the principal colors red, green and blue), but a stable configuration of quarks has to be “color neutral”: either a quark and an antiquark of the same color, or three quarks, each with a different color."
This is worse than jibber jabber, it is an attempt to explain something that doesn't even exist.

That leaves just two possible combinations of three quarks: ddu and duu. One of these is electrically neutral; the other has +1 electric charge. We call the electrically neutral combination the neutron, the charged one the proton.

And now we get to the only slightly significant part of this article.
"Only one of these (combinations)  is truly stable: the charged one. The neutral one is ever so slightly heavier, which means that it can actually decay (through the weak interaction!) into the other, while emitting an electron and an antielectron-neutrino. Fortunately, when a neutron is inside an atom, things change, and the neutron becomes stable (most of the time). So we end up with a periodic table of elements."  Jibberist of the jabber, but why important?  Because stupid as the entire thing is it points out that the neutron is unstable alone, that it requires, for stability the balance of the surrounding fractal states, the smaller circles outside of the bigger circle by way of example, however poor it is dimension-ally because of the increased dimension of the neutron.  Therein lies a power in the true fractal science within limits, just as I live within limits and die within limits of a human orbit that breaks my heart.

It is time for a new book, I have it written, I only need to edit it and publish it.  I only need to be able to see it, like I can barely see this page.