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Sunday, August 22, 2021

17 days/68 days/racing butterflies

I raced a butterfly up the hill at the end of my bike.  He did not race me for too long, but you could tell he was showing me that he could beat me if he really wanted and I think I showed him that I felt the same way. Of course, you can never be 100% sure what a butterfly is thinking.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZYHCeuhjrA

I detected the not too subtle hostility towards a future with me.  The way you treat me reflects an increasing distance.  I cannot ignore you, though when I cross the north side of the like, to you I will only be another  madman across the water. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWrzhWnzhAs

There are not so subtle ways I treat you in my subconscious.  You may not like my "romance" novels, but if I chose to embrace the darkness within me instead of turning my back on it, it is because I have no choice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4irXQhgMqg

Everyone else will have you, what does that leave me?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xrSW9cWuc0

You can ignore my math as the rantings of a madman, but there is a single equation that defines the meaning of us being here (fpix) and renders your gods meaningless; and by that math we're all just rats in a cage.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-r-V0uK4u0

Revenge will me mine, for scholars will pick apart my pornography long after better literature has been forgotten. Your literary heroes will be long gone, but I will still be here.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7UrFYvl5TE

Don't get into my private conversations and seek to judge me when you have no point of refence in my life. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtjXFcb7EJY

I cannot find any satisfaction in that future, everything fades to nothing for me when I look into your eyes and it has been so long.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3kFPBtc9BE

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