turning

I can't turn to you
so I spend my time
Killing emotions
through exercise
is like drinking
instead of the hangover
there are tired muscles
exhaustion of mind
as well as the body
it gives you an appetite
even if you don't want it
it's the same thing
you can drink
to make some of the pain go
or you can work out
the hangover symptoms
eventually though
you find nothing is killed
the emotions are not dead
They aren't even sleeping
they are waiting for you
to stop exercising
to stop drinking
to stop putting them off
and they are patient
if there is a certain cure
is it worse than the disease
or just impossible to find
like someone like you
who I can turn to