I've been watching really old movies, from back when they were sponsored by specific companies and they called the shows "plays" instead of movies or shorts, they had acts instead of commercial breaks, everything is in black and white and a ten dollar bill is too large to make change and a person holding one is considered a big shot, a sandwich is ten cents and people make calls from phone booths.
I had a dream, it was blues and blacks. There was a cliff I was climbing on top of, but not a normal cliff, but one made of small stones stacked on top of each other and it was beside the door to a hotel or something, so if you climbed down you'd be at the drive up. Someone was up there with me and before climbing down was using loose hand holds but when I try to climb down with the other person, the hand holds all come loose.
I have continued to swim every day, through sickness and health; I've limited myself to a tiny china cup of coffee every day, and I try to sleep. And I wake up really early. today, before a meeting, after a long drive to it, I felt the sense of unreality associated with the inner ear problem, knowing where I was but feeling separate from the place at the same time.
Knowing it might make it worse, knowing that I started too late today, still I swam, till I was exhausted.
So I have to try to get my project done this weekend, as much as I can, so maybe with everything else I can finish it next week and if not then, by the end of the week. A heck of a way to spend the weekend. And nothing about physics, what I really need to be working on, nothing about that, nothing, but maybe tomorrow, maybe if I get enough done, maybe if I get some cooperation, I'll be able to take some time for physics.
And there are other things that are important and some of them more pressing than anything that I have. Walruses seem to be a big part of my life right now.
I Am the Walrus: What 35000 Walruses Tell Us About Our Future in Warming World - Huffington Post http://tinyurl.com/qan2oyj shared via www.newshog.co
I had a dream, it was blues and blacks. There was a cliff I was climbing on top of, but not a normal cliff, but one made of small stones stacked on top of each other and it was beside the door to a hotel or something, so if you climbed down you'd be at the drive up. Someone was up there with me and before climbing down was using loose hand holds but when I try to climb down with the other person, the hand holds all come loose.
I have continued to swim every day, through sickness and health; I've limited myself to a tiny china cup of coffee every day, and I try to sleep. And I wake up really early. today, before a meeting, after a long drive to it, I felt the sense of unreality associated with the inner ear problem, knowing where I was but feeling separate from the place at the same time.
Knowing it might make it worse, knowing that I started too late today, still I swam, till I was exhausted.
So I have to try to get my project done this weekend, as much as I can, so maybe with everything else I can finish it next week and if not then, by the end of the week. A heck of a way to spend the weekend. And nothing about physics, what I really need to be working on, nothing about that, nothing, but maybe tomorrow, maybe if I get enough done, maybe if I get some cooperation, I'll be able to take some time for physics.
And there are other things that are important and some of them more pressing than anything that I have. Walruses seem to be a big part of my life right now.
I Am the Walrus: What 35000 Walruses Tell Us About Our Future in Warming World - Huffington Post http://tinyurl.com/qan2oyj shared via www.newshog.co
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