It is actuallly 18 days, but yesterday was dark. I will get to that.
If you are like me you are wondering where the poetry is. I seem to be devoid of poetry both past and present. I wonder if that will change.
I need to get to the dark part, so you will understand.
I'm getting dating links. What have I done to deserve this?
Some of this stuff is interesting psychologically interesting.
Holding your set of beliefs, for example. That's a thing that makes sense to someone who has to change everyone else's science.
I need to get to the darkness, is anything darker than you not being here? Probably not, but this is something dark. I will get to it.
imposing a reality on someone else is what we see in republican politics, the unreality taking over an entire group of people.
But I said I would get to the darkness.
The NIST application was denied. This was not a shock, but it is particularly disappointing. Why? Because I know sommething that the people in charge of the money do not know.
It received very high marks including one evaluation with a 97 our of 100 rating stating that it should be funded. I received an A and still failed. How ironic. I can't wait to see the next article from NIST stealing the information and claiming it for their own. Very frustrating and a reflection of the incredible stupidity of the operation of these entities. Of all of the applications filed, this was the one I knew that should be awarded and still nothing. Incredibly frustrating. These conceited jackasses; I've figured out how the universe operates, but I'm too big of a hillbilly to do anything with it. So much bull-st.
And how much disappointment am I supposed to be able to stand.
And yet....I have started a process which received at least a little initial traction to sieze a very bright light indeed from the darkness. It will be even more disappointing if it does not work out, but that would add a lie to the conceit; we will see.
And nothing is worse than living without you, something i have spent my whole life experiencing except for a few fleeting moments. Time to move on, which means looking back.
Well a look back at an approaching thanksgiving; now far in the past. More nonsense, but this one looks back at July 28th, a weird double look back. What was I looking for or thinking?
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