togetherness

It is late at night and i begin to dread again the passage of time
when i will sit alone with my thoughts of where you are
staring at the ceiling and wondering who you really are
think about you and wonder what you are doing
What if was possible to be with someone
who felt the same way you did about everything
Most importantly what if they felt the same about what it meant to be together
because you can like all the same things and still not be happy
but what if you feel the same way about things
what if you enjoyed the same shows, but enjoyed them the same way
if you did not share the same insecurities but you felt the same way about them
Someone who you could talk to about the coming war
about the end of time and the beginning
and about the connection between the two
someone who you could live with forever
no matter what happened to the rest of the world
What if it was not possible
it is late at night and I begin to dread again
when i will sit alone