The expected collection of black holes

I am exhausted.  I wonder what things I need to concentrate on at this point in my life; the past two weeks have been filled with disappointments.  Here I am, the one who has figured out the symmetry underlying the universe; equations for the dimensional part along with the process for cycling those, the true nature of time, how dimensions grow and co-exist and at least a model for the prior nondimensional state, imperfect but with features like the 256:27 ratio and close fit in the fseries model with even an fseries type of build out in at least one embodimentevenbefore dimension is added and yet I sit here in darkness of every type, emotional and physical obscurity.
It boggles the mind.
I wonder about the videos, the audio  book well under way, the other things demanding my time, the emotional vacuum that threatens to suck me into some new oblivion, writing, working, exercising.
I went hiking in the woods today, got lost and hiked for 3 hours, some of it in fairly dangerous conditions before i found my way out.  if I had died, it would have been, at least in part because of obscurity, existence does not seem to care if I exist or not anymore.

How to get to AuT.  You have to eliminate time first, because that puts force where it belongs, as an effect.  next, obviously, is space, it has to be broken down.  Then you get to the crux of things and all the little pieces begin to fall into place.
Solution order, there is a little fly in the ointment, because it speaks of a type of order that does not have to exist.  Things happen at the same time, the solution order is the order that quantum points come into existence.   Is that enough to give the string like form to universe that is the probable reason that string theory briefly looked like it would make sense or does that only happen after dimension comes into play, the former seems more likely, but the latter has some attraction due to this whole happening at the same time thing.
In the end, what are we left with, a counter to create quantum instants, not time instants but solutions instants.
I am the guy who will go forward and back in time, who will cross the universe, whoe will provide the mechanisim if not the ability to crack the underlying mathematics and i am alone and frightened by it.

SlashGear: The Density Cusp: Black Holes discovered en masse. https://www.slashgear.com/the-density-cusp-black-holes-discovered-en-masse-11530506/ Shared via Google News

Gravitational theory would alone suggest this result, but the real reason is more an AuT suggestion.  In a universe where the longest lasting results are at one end and the shortest at the other as I have posted before the periods of compression would be longest at what we view as the center of the universe, something entirely inconsistent with an exploding universe, but one totally consistent a universe which expands and contracts and where the transitions between compression and anti-compression are longest at the center while the edges reflect variations between compression and not that are faster than  time can account for, existing outside of the compression necessary to reflect time.

This item may well make it onto the list section of the 4th edition of book 3 and the associated video.