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Wednesday, May 9, 2018

On the water with antimatter

A white tug is pushing a coal barge beside me along aninnercoastal. Itloooks empty, a robot could be the only operator althogh it is large enouggh to house 40 people.
Earlier a saw an old dark skinned man casually walk across the interstate in a rural area, i glanced to the side and saw a break in the thick brush indicating he was on a trail often used.
These things i share with you because you will never see them.
There are so many things i see that you are blind to,  so many you see that i will never share, but perhaps if i do what brave people do one day we can share what we have seen.  Here is something that i see unclearly:
There are two ways to approach the anti-matter question.
The most immediate approach and convincing one is that antimatter is an abberration,  something that can happen, even in large amounts but which is crushed statiscally at all times by larger overall quantities of matter.  The base of negative 1 yields  this easily.
The other approach is that there is an equation in terms of production that yields the same type of expanding and contracting results in quantities that compression/anti compression features that drive gravity and thereafter the other forces.  This is also convincing given the conceptual fseries building that shows up in the ct1 building equations.
Now a smaller barge, perhaps with some liquid cargo in metal tanks passes by, a much smaller inland tug pushing it, one that is perhaps a third the size of the other and still no sign of people on deck.
These boats distract me, like a hole in the roof where  the rain gets in.
I am lost, i know where everything comes from and where  it goes, but i am lost.
Even if you were here i would be lost, but perhaps then it would be ok.  I dont know.





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