Swam 2000 yards, 1100 im, was rejected by another national lab program. I am not qualified for these, so I should not be upset, but I continue to think that reflects institutional prejudice. And yes, this is justified to some extent, to protect from ignorance, ignorance is justified, i suppose.
These were the source of much of our problems because going forward with these issues and uncertainties and the resulting insecurities are hard to put into context. It is along the lines of depression, but I am not able to give up, even though I would like to; for this is the only bridge left.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0---Q97pG4
I finished a first draft, very rough, on the claims. Tomorrow, I begin work on the 30 page specification to go with it.
Spoiler alert: Religious analysis under AuT suggests that the universe is an ongoing play of a fairly simple algorithm on a complex scale and that what we do is preordained and largely irrelevant to the transitions in this algorithm if not controlled by them.
We have an issue in this world, people tell stories and other people believe them. And there are truths that people will refuse to believe because of institutional prejudice.
AuT is modeled on math, if it was modeled on anything else, it would just be a story. But even with that, there may be some truth beyond math; but that is for another day, this is about institutional prejudice and its effect on our story and the story of religion.
The analogy of the standard model, also modeled on math and religion, not modeled on math is relevant and I decided to spend some time on this.
All religions put some importance on our existence. The major religions coming from the old testament (at least 3 broad groups) all rely on the idea that god targeted creation to get to us and no further. They also say that if we follow certain rules, we'll get some benefit from it. None of these rules is governed by math, but many are governed by logic and logic instructs math to some extent or another.
I have prayed and will pray in the future; but math indicates this is futile.
https://www.sciencealert.com/the-tiny-dots-in-this-image-aren-t-stars-or-galaxies-they-re-black-holes
Those who would judge me are following a religion, not mathematics. They as a rule refuse to look away from their false idols and thereby keep us apart, perhaps we have gone too far, so i should say they keep me from pursuing my dreams. There are those willing to embrace a bigger universe and perhaps, i will pursue a new dream if i can survive this onslaught of institutional blindness.
It is hard, but it has been worse and it will be worse again if we cannot rebuild the bridge that separates us.
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