A world in Amber: 371 1 12 19 confirmation-collecting supporting articles in one place*

Sunday, December 13, 2020

371 1 12 19 confirmation-collecting supporting articles in one place*

I'm not sure what the old numbers mean anymore, so I've changed them. Does it matter two what?

I get to take some time to respond. Not because its fair, but because I want to and I have to think about it and while we are both working ourselves to death right now, we are doing it in parallel; but not necessarily for different reasons.

I am not sure why you'd think I doubt your love, any more than you'd expect me to doubt mine; something which I do, but for reasons unrelated to how deeply I feel, but because there is so much passion, even after this time, perhaps because of this time, that it is impossible to tell where the love begins and the passion ends.

But I am not responding, I will take a moment to do that.

I kept thinking to myself that I don't have to exercise today, but next week will be different, there won't be as much time. It's late now, so that mental dilemma has been dealt with. There were some reasons not to exercise, but the week is busy, I have dozens of calls on top of complicated technical documentation that while well underway needs to be finished.

And, of course, next week contains the 20th, so to speak. Or is the 20th the week after next, I've never been totally comfortable with that, but I suppose it is what it is.

So enough thinking and I did the bike ride with the body weight exercises which is a good compromise of sufficient time and more rather than less muscles exercised. I also managed to finish it before the sun came out which given the rising temperatures was a good thing.

And it took much of the edge off, nothing takes the entire edge off.

I received a year in review email which was comically blank, but it reminded me of you, as do all the messages from voj; not that any of that matters; because I would think of you anyway, as I do listening to love songs when I ride the bike; that includes its own form of suffering.

Here's an old post that may have some relevance today. I need to get a lot of this supporting stuff out of my blog and into somewhere else. I think the last post or two covered this.

https://phys.org/news/2019-01-black-hole-galaxy-rapidly.html

ScienceAlert: New Paper: A 'Mirror Image' of Our Universe Existed Before The Big Bang. https://www.sciencealert.com/a-mirror-image-of-our-universe-before-the-big-bang-could-explain-dark-matter

The universe is out of balance and nobody knows why. https://googlecom/newsstand/s/CBIwrorX2Do

https://www.forbes.com/sites/startswithabang/2018/10/26/is-anti-gravity-real-science-is-about-to-find-out/#6e018d4649a7

https://www.space.com/43166-dark-energy-increasing-time-quasars.html

http://3tags.org/article/atomic-beltway-could-solve-problems-of-cosmic-gravity