5.20.22

 Being careful about what i eat, but digestion still playing some massive tricks on me.

This will be my most expensive month in quite a while, but the bill wont come in entirely till the middle of next month.  Not expecting anything to happen in that time period, but it remains possible if not likely that something will break loose.

There is little question in my mind that the high expenses are worth it for now.  That it will get more expensive in the coming months is to be expected; but i am not going to look at the costs till next week since what happens with them is inevitable and a choice.  If it turns out too dear because the science or timing isn't right it will be decided in a tomorrow. 

Things are very small and very big here, an Alice in wonderland vibe of there ever was one. There's a lot of action too but my day starts at 430 so I will wind down soon and put this thing to bed. 

Good night sweet princess. 

There were no questions answered today only more opportunities to ask them.