What do you want

It would be a kindness to spare this prose I suppose
but how else to share what should stay hidden

I swam over 11,000 yards this week
with my inner ear issues
that means my world is spinning
just like yours, but faster

Felt a little more than you
and more still tomorrow
suffering for the sake of later
more later means harder now

what do you want in life
do you want it to stop spinning
or do you accept the nausea
make your own image

what you don't need
to be complete
you still might accept
to add beauty to the world

imagine a world imperfect
unimaginative, dull and lonely
settling for what purpose
suffer to live there easily

or whatever the cost
strive to get where we want
the way we want it to be
where and how we want to live